The Urantia Book
              
               PAPER 158 
              
               THE MOUNT OF TRANSFIGURATION
              
               
                
              158:0.1 IT WAS near sundown on Friday afternoon, 
              August 12, A.D. 29, when Jesus and his associates reached the foot 
              of Mount Hermon, near the very place where the lad Tiglath once 
              waited while the Master ascended the mountain alone to settle the 
              spiritual destinies of Urantia and technically to terminate the 
              Lucifer rebellion. And here they sojourned for two days in 
              spiritual preparation for the events so soon to follow.
                
              158:0.2 In a general way, Jesus knew beforehand 
              what was to transpire on the mountain, and he much desired that 
              all his apostles might share this experience. It was to fit them 
              for this revelation of himself that he tarried with them at the 
              foot of the mountain. But they could not attain those spiritual 
              levels which would justify their exposure to the full experience 
              of the visitation of the celestial beings so soon to appear on 
              earth. And since he could not take all of his associates with him, 
              he decided to take only the three who were in the habit of 
              accompanying him on such special vigils. Accordingly, only Peter, 
              James, and John shared even a part of this unique experience with 
              the Master.  
                 
              
              1. THE TRANSFIGURATION 
              
               
                
              158:1.1 Early on the morning of Monday, August 
              15, Jesus and the three apostles began the ascent of Mount Hermon, 
              and this was six days after the memorable noontide confession of 
              Peter by the roadside under the mulberry trees.
                
              158:1.2 Jesus had been summoned to go up on the 
              mountain, apart by himself, for the transaction of important 
              matters having to do with the progress of his bestowal in the 
              flesh as this experience was related to the universe of his own 
              creation. It is significant that this extraordinary event was 
              timed to occur while Jesus and the apostles were in the lands of 
              the gentiles, and that it actually transpired on a mountain of the 
              gentiles.
                
              158:1.3 They reached their destination, about 
              halfway up the mountain, shortly before noon, and while eating 
              lunch, Jesus told the three apostles something of his experience 
              in the hills to the east of Jordan shortly after his baptism and 
              also some more of his experience on Mount Hermon in connection 
              with his former visit to this lonely retreat.
                
              158:1.4 When a boy, Jesus used to ascend the 
              hill near his home and dream of the battles which had been fought 
              by the armies of empires on the plain of Esdraelon; now he 
              ascended Mount Hermon to receive the endowment which was to 
              prepare him to descend upon the plains of the Jordan to enact the 
              closing scenes of the drama of his bestowal on Urantia. The Master 
              could have relinquished the struggle this day on Mount Hermon and 
              returned to his rule of the universe domains, but he not only 
              chose to meet the requirements of his order of divine sonship 
              embraced in the mandate of the Eternal Son on Paradise, but he 
              also elected to meet the last and full measure of the present will 
              of his Paradise Father. On this day in August three of his 
              apostles saw him decline to be invested with full universe 
              authority. They looked on in amazement as the celestial messengers 
              departed, leaving him alone to finish out his earth life as the 
              Son of Man and the Son of God.
                
              158:1.5 The faith of the apostles was at a high 
              point at the time of the feeding of the five thousand, and then it 
              rapidly fell almost to zero. Now, as a result of the Master's 
              admission of his divinity, the lagging faith of the twelve arose 
              in the next few weeks to its highest pitch, only to undergo a 
              progressive decline. The third revival of their faith did not 
              occur until after the Master's resurrection.
                
              158:1.6 It was about three o'clock on this 
              beautiful afternoon that Jesus took leave of the three apostles, 
              saying: "I go apart by myself for a season to commune with the 
              Father and his messengers; I bid you tarry here and, while 
              awaiting my return, pray that the Father's will may be done in all 
              your experience in connection with the further bestowal mission of 
              the Son of Man." And after saying this to them, Jesus withdrew for 
              a long conference with Gabriel and the Father Melchizedek, not 
              returning until about six o'clock. When Jesus saw their anxiety 
              over his prolonged absence, he said: "Why were you afraid? You 
              well know I must be about my Father's business; wherefore do you 
              doubt when I am not with you? I now declare that the Son of Man 
              has chosen to go through his full life in your midst and as one of 
              you. Be of good cheer; I will not leave you until my work is 
              finished."
                
              158:1.7 As they partook of their meager evening 
              meal, Peter asked the Master, "How long do we remain on this 
              mountain away from our brethren?" And Jesus answered: "Until you 
              shall see the glory of the Son of Man and know that whatsoever I 
              have declared to you is true." And they talked over the affairs of 
              the Lucifer rebellion while seated about the glowing embers of 
              their fire until darkness drew on and the apostles' eyes grew 
              heavy, for they had begun their journey very early that morning.
                
              
              158:1.8 When the three had been fast asleep for 
              about half an hour, they were suddenly awakened by a near-by 
              crackling sound, and much to their amazement and consternation, on 
              looking about them, they beheld Jesus in intimate converse with 
              two brilliant beings clothed in the habiliments of the light of 
              the celestial world. And Jesus' face and form shone with the 
              luminosity of a heavenly light. These three conversed in a strange 
              language, but from certain things said, Peter erroneously 
              conjectured that the beings with Jesus were Moses and Elijah; in 
              reality, they were Gabriel and the Father Melchizedek. The 
              physical controllers had arranged for the apostles to witness this 
              scene because of Jesus' request.
                
              158:1.9 The three apostles were so badly 
              frightened that they were slow in collecting their wits, but 
              Peter, who was first to recover himself, said, as the dazzling 
              vision faded from before them and they observed Jesus standing 
              alone: "Jesus, Master, it is good to have been here. We rejoice to 
              see this glory. We are loath to go back down to the inglorious 
              world. If you are willing, let us abide here, and we will erect 
              three tents, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah." And 
              Peter said this because of his confusion, and because nothing else 
              came into his mind at just that moment.
                
              158:1.10 While Peter was yet speaking, a silvery 
              cloud drew near and overshadowed the four of them. The apostles 
              now became greatly frightened, and as they fell down on their 
              faces to worship, they heard a voice, the same that had spoken on 
              the occasion of Jesus' baptism, say: "This is my beloved Son; give 
              heed to him." And when the cloud vanished, again was Jesus alone 
              with the three, and he reached down and touched them, saying: 
              "Arise and be not afraid; you shall see greater things than this." 
              But the apostles were truly afraid; they were a silent and 
              thoughtful trio as they made ready to descend the mountain shortly 
              before midnight.  
                 
              
              2. COMING DOWN THE MOUNTAIN 
              
               
                
              158:2.1 For about half the distance down the 
              mountain not a word was spoken. Jesus then began the conversation 
              by remarking: "Make certain that you tell no man, not even your 
              brethren, what you have seen and heard on this mountain until the 
              Son of Man has risen from the dead." The three apostles were 
              shocked and bewildered by the Master's words, "until the Son of 
              Man has risen from the dead." They had so recently reaffirmed 
              their faith in him as the Deliverer, the Son of God, and they had 
              just beheld him transfigured in glory before their very eyes, and 
              now he began to talk about "rising from the dead"!
                
              158:2.2 Peter shuddered at the thought of the 
              Master's dying -- it was too disagreeable an idea to entertain -- 
              and fearing that James or John might ask some question relative to 
              this statement, he thought best to start up a diverting 
              conversation and, not knowing what else to talk about, gave 
              expression to the first thought coming into his mind, which was: 
              "Master, why is it that the scribes say that Elijah must first 
              come before the Messiah shall appear?" And Jesus, knowing that 
              Peter sought to avoid reference to his death and resurrection, 
              answered: "Elijah indeed comes first to prepare the way for the 
              Son of Man, who must suffer many things and finally be rejected. 
              But I tell you that Elijah has already come, and they received him 
              not but did to him whatsoever they willed." And then did the three 
              apostles perceive that he referred to John the Baptist as Elijah. 
              Jesus knew that, if they insisted on regarding him as the Messiah, 
              then must John be the Elijah of the prophecy.
                
              158:2.3 Jesus enjoined silence about their 
              observation of the foretaste of his postresurrection glory because 
              he did not want to foster the notion that, being now received as 
              the Messiah, he would in any degree fulfill their erroneous 
              concepts of a wonder-working deliverer. Although Peter, James, and 
              John pondered all this in their minds, they spoke not of it to any 
              man until after the Master's resurrection.
                
              158:2.4 As they continued to descend the 
              mountain, Jesus said to them: "You would not receive me as the Son 
              of Man; therefore have I consented to be received in accordance 
              with your settled determination, but, mistake not, the will of my 
              Father must prevail. If you thus choose to follow the inclination 
              of your own wills, you must prepare to suffer many disappointments 
              and experience many trials, but the training which I have given 
              you should suffice to bring you triumphantly through even these 
              sorrows of your own choosing."
                
              158:2.5 Jesus did not take Peter, James, and 
              John with him up to the mount of the transfiguration because they 
              were in any sense better prepared than the other apostles to 
              witness what happened, or because they were spiritually more fit 
              to enjoy such a rare privilege. Not at all. He well knew that none 
              of the twelve were spiritually qualified for this experience; 
              therefore did he take with him only the three apostles who were 
              assigned to accompany him at those times when he desired to be 
              alone to enjoy solitary communion. 
                  
              
              3. MEANING OF THE TRANSFIGURATION 
              
              
               
                
              158:3.1 That which Peter, James, and John 
              witnessed on the mount of transfiguration was a fleeting glimpse 
              of a celestial pageant which transpired that eventful day on Mount 
              Hermon. The transfiguration was the occasion of: 
                 
              158:3.2 1. The acceptance of the fullness of the 
              bestowal of the incarnated life of Michael on Urantia by the 
              Eternal Mother-Son of Paradise. As far as concerned the 
              requirements of the Eternal Son, Jesus had now received assurance 
              of their fulfillment. And Gabriel brought Jesus that assurance.  
                
              158:3.3 2. The testimony of the satisfaction of 
              the Infinite Spirit as to the fullness of the Urantia bestowal in 
              the likeness of mortal flesh. The universe representative of the 
              Infinite Spirit, the immediate associate of Michael on Salvington 
              and his ever-present coworker, on this occasion spoke through the 
              Father Melchizedek.  
                
              158:3.4 Jesus welcomed this testimony regarding 
              the success of his earth mission presented by the messengers of 
              the Eternal Son and the Infinite Spirit, but he noted that his 
              Father did not indicate that the Urantia bestowal was finished; 
              only did the unseen presence of the Father bear witness through 
              Jesus' Personalized Adjuster, saying, "This is my beloved Son; 
              give heed to him." And this was spoken in words to be heard also 
              by the three apostles.
                
              158:3.5 After this celestial visitation Jesus 
              sought to know his Father's will and decided to pursue the mortal 
              bestowal to its natural end. This was the significance of the 
              transfiguration to Jesus. To the three apostles it was an event 
              marking the entrance of the Master upon the final phase of his 
              earth career as the Son of God and the Son of Man.
                
              
              158:3.6 After the formal visitation of Gabriel 
              and the Father Melchizedek, Jesus held informal converse with 
              these, his Sons of ministry, and communed with them concerning the 
              affairs of the universe.
                  
              
              4. THE EPILEPTIC BOY 
              
               
                
              158:4.1 It was shortly before breakfast time on 
              this Tuesday morning when Jesus and his companions arrived at the 
              apostolic camp. As they drew near, they discerned a considerable 
              crowd gathered around the apostles and soon began to hear the loud 
              words of argument and disputation of this group of about fifty 
              persons, embracing the nine apostles and a gathering equally 
              divided between Jerusalem scribes and believing disciples who had 
              tracked Jesus and his associates in their journey from Magadan.
                
              158:4.2 Although the crowd engaged in numerous 
              arguments, the chief controversy was about a certain citizen of 
              Tiberias who had arrived the preceding day in quest of Jesus. This 
              man, James of Safed, had a son about fourteen years old, an only 
              child, who was severely afflicted with epilepsy. In addition to 
              this nervous malady this lad had become possessed by one of those 
              wandering, mischievous, and rebellious midwayers who were then 
              present on earth and uncontrolled, so that the youth was both 
              epileptic and demon-possessed.
                
              158:4.3 For almost two weeks this anxious 
              father, a minor official of Herod Antipas, had wandered about 
              through the western borders of Philip's domains, seeking Jesus 
              that he might entreat him to cure this afflicted son. And he did 
              not catch up with the apostolic party until about noon of this day 
              when Jesus was up on the mountain with the three apostles.
                
              158:4.4 The nine apostles were much surprised 
              and considerably perturbed when this man, accompanied by almost 
              forty other persons who were looking for Jesus, suddenly came upon 
              them. At the time of the arrival of this group the nine apostles, 
              at least the majority of them, had succumbed to their old 
              temptation -- that of discussing who should be greatest in the 
              coming kingdom; they were busily arguing about the probable 
              positions which would be assigned the individual apostles. They 
              simply could not free themselves entirely from the long-cherished 
              idea of the material mission of the Messiah. And now that Jesus 
              himself had accepted their confession that he was indeed the 
              Deliverer -- at least he had admitted the fact of his divinity -- 
              what was more natural than that, during this period of separation 
              from the Master, they should fall to talking about those hopes and 
              ambitions which were uppermost in their hearts. And they were 
              engaged in these discussions when James of Safed and his fellow 
              seekers after Jesus came upon them.
                
              158:4.5 Andrew stepped up to greet this father 
              and his son, saying, "Whom do you seek?" Said James: "My good man, 
              I search for your Master. I seek healing for my afflicted son. I 
              would have Jesus cast out this devil that possesses my child." And 
              then the father proceeded to relate to the apostles how his son 
              was so afflicted that he had many times almost lost his life as a 
              result of these malignant seizures.
                
              158:4.6 As the apostles listened, Simon Zelotes 
              and Judas Iscariot stepped into the presence of the father, 
              saying: "We can heal him; you need not wait for the Master's 
              return. We are ambassadors of the kingdom; no longer do we hold 
              these things in secret. Jesus is the Deliverer, and the keys of 
              the kingdom have been delivered to us." By this time Andrew and 
              Thomas were in consultation at one side. Nathaniel and the others 
              looked on in amazement; they were all aghast at the sudden 
              boldness, if not presumption, of Simon and Judas. Then said the 
              father: "If it has been given you to do these works, I pray that 
              you will speak those words which will deliver my child from this 
              bondage." Then Simon stepped forward and, placing his hand on the 
              head of the child, looked directly into his eyes and commanded: 
              "Come out of him, you unclean spirit; in the name of Jesus obey 
              me." But the lad had only a more violent fit, while the scribes 
              mocked the apostles in derision, and the disappointed believers 
              suffered the taunts of these unfriendly critics.
                
              158:4.7 Andrew was deeply chagrined at this 
              ill-advised effort and its dismal failure. He called the apostles 
              aside for conference and prayer. After this season of meditation, 
              feeling keenly the sting of their defeat and sensing the 
              humiliation resting upon all of them, Andrew sought, in a second 
              attempt, to cast out the demon, but only failure crowned his 
              efforts. Andrew frankly confessed defeat and requested the father 
              to remain with them overnight or until Jesus' return, saying: 
              "Perhaps this sort goes not out except by the Master's personal 
              command."
                
              158:4.8 And so, while Jesus was descending the 
              mountain with the exuberant and ecstatic Peter, James, and John, 
              their nine brethren likewise were sleepless in their confusion and 
              downcast humiliation. They were a dejected and chastened group. 
              But James of Safed would not give up. Although they could give him 
              no idea as to when Jesus might return, he decided to stay on until 
              the Master came back. 
                  
              
              5. JESUS HEALS THE BOY 
              
               
                
              158:5.1 As Jesus drew near, the nine apostles 
              were more than relieved to welcome him, and they were greatly 
              encouraged to behold the good cheer and unusual enthusiasm which 
              marked the countenances of Peter, James, and John. They all rushed 
              forward to greet Jesus and their three brethren. As they exchanged 
              greetings, the crowd came up, and Jesus asked, "What were you 
              disputing about as we drew near?" But before the disconcerted and 
              humiliated apostles could reply to the Master's question, the 
              anxious father of the afflicted lad stepped forward and, kneeling 
              at Jesus' feet, said: "Master, I have a son, an only child, who is 
              possessed by an evil spirit. Not only does he cry out in terror, 
              foam at the mouth, and fall like a dead person at the time of 
              seizure, but oftentimes this evil spirit which possesses him rends 
              him in convulsions and sometimes has cast him into the water and 
              even into the fire. With much grinding of teeth and as a result of 
              many bruises, my child wastes away. His life is worse than death; 
              his mother and I are of a sad heart and a broken spirit. About 
              noon yesterday, seeking for you, I caught up with your disciples, 
              and while we were waiting, your apostles sought to cast out this 
              demon, but they could not do it. And now, Master, will you do this 
              for us, will you heal my son?"
                
              158:5.2 When Jesus had listened to this recital, 
              he touched the kneeling father and bade him rise while he gave the 
              near-by apostles a searching survey. Then said Jesus to all those 
              who stood before him: "O faithless and perverse generation, how 
              long shall I bear with you? How long shall I be with you? How long 
              ere you learn that the works of faith come not forth at the 
              bidding of doubting unbelief?" And then, pointing to the 
              bewildered father, Jesus said, "Bring hither your son." And when 
              James had brought the lad before Jesus, he asked, "How long has 
              the boy been afflicted in this way?" The father answered, "Since 
              he was a very young child." And as they talked, the youth was 
              seized with a violent attack and fell in their midst, gnashing his 
              teeth and foaming at the mouth. After a succession of violent 
              convulsions he lay there before them as one dead. Now did the 
              father again kneel at Jesus' feet while he implored the Master, 
              saying: "If you can cure him, I beseech you to have compassion on 
              us and deliver us from this affliction." And when Jesus heard 
              these words, he looked down into the father's anxious face, 
              saying: "Question not my Father's power of love, only the 
              sincerity and reach of your faith. All things are possible to him 
              who really believes." And then James of Safed spoke those 
              long-to-be-remembered words of commingled faith and doubt, "Lord, 
              I believe. I pray you help my unbelief."
                
              158:5.3 When Jesus heard these words, he stepped 
              forward and, taking the lad by the hand, said: "I will do this in 
              accordance with my Father's will and in honor of living faith. My 
              son, arise! Come out of him, disobedient spirit, and go not back 
              into him." And placing the hand of the lad in the hand of the 
              father, Jesus said: "Go your way. The Father has granted the 
              desire of your soul." And all who were present, even the enemies 
              of Jesus, were astonished at what they saw.
                
              158:5.4 It was indeed a disillusionment for the 
              three apostles who had so recently enjoyed the spiritual ecstasy 
              of the scenes and experiences of the transfiguration, so soon to 
              return to this scene of the defeat and discomfiture of their 
              fellow apostles. But it was ever so with these twelve ambassadors 
              of the kingdom. They never failed to alternate between exaltation 
              and humiliation in their life experiences.
                
              158:5.5 This was a true healing of a double 
              affliction, a physical ailment and a spirit malady. And the lad 
              was permanently cured from that hour. When James had departed with 
              his restored son, Jesus said: "We go now to Caesarea-Philippi; 
              make ready at once." And they were a quiet group as they journeyed 
              southward while the crowd followed on behind. 
                  
              
              6. IN CELSUS' GARDEN 
              
               
                
              158:6.1 They remained overnight with Celsus, and 
              that evening in the garden, after they had eaten and rested, the 
              twelve gathered about Jesus, and Thomas said: "Master, while we 
              who tarried behind still remain ignorant of what transpired up on 
              the mountain, and which so greatly cheered our brethren who were 
              with you, we crave to have you talk with us concerning our defeat 
              and instruct us in these matters, seeing that those things which 
              happened on the mountain cannot be disclosed at this time."
                
              158:6.2 And Jesus answered Thomas, saying: 
              "Everything which your brethren heard on the mountain shall be 
              revealed to you in due season. But I will now show you the cause 
              of your defeat in that which you so unwisely attempted. While your 
              Master and his companions, your brethren, ascended yonder mountain 
              yesterday to seek for a larger knowledge of the Father's will and 
              to ask for a richer endowment of wisdom effectively to do that 
              divine will, you who remained on watch here with instructions to 
              strive to acquire the mind of spiritual insight and to pray with 
              us for a fuller revelation of the Father's will, failed to 
              exercise the faith at your command but, instead, yielded to the 
              temptation and fell into your old evil tendencies to seek for 
              yourselves preferred places in the kingdom of heaven -- the 
              material and temporal kingdom which you persist in contemplating. 
              And you cling to these erroneous concepts in spite of the 
              reiterated declaration that my kingdom is not of this world.
                
              158:6.3 "No sooner does your faith grasp the 
              identity of the Son of Man than your selfish desire for worldly 
              preferment creeps back upon you, and you fall to discussing among 
              yourselves as to who should be greatest in the kingdom of heaven, 
              a kingdom which, as you persist in conceiving it, does not exist, 
              nor ever shall. Have not I told you that he who would be greatest 
              in the kingdom of my Father's spiritual brotherhood must become 
              little in his own eyes and thus become the server of his brethren? 
              Spiritual greatness consists in an understanding love that is 
              Godlike and not in an enjoyment of the exercise of material power 
              for the exaltation of self. In what you attempted, in which you so 
              completely failed, your purpose was not pure. Your motive was not 
              divine. Your ideal was not spiritual. Your ambition was not 
              altruistic. Your procedure was not based on love, and your goal of 
              attainment was not the will of the Father in heaven.
                
              158:6.4 "How long will it take you to learn that 
              you cannot time-shorten the course of established natural 
              phenomena except when such things are in accordance with the 
              Father's will? nor can you do spiritual work in the absence of 
              spiritual power. And you can do neither of these, even when their 
              potential is present, without the existence of that third and 
              essential human factor, the personal experience of the possession 
              of living faith. Must you always have material manifestations as 
              an attraction for the spiritual realities of the kingdom? Can you 
              not grasp the spirit significance of my mission without the 
              visible exhibition of unusual works? When can you be depended upon 
              to adhere to the higher and spiritual realities of the kingdom 
              regardless of the outward appearance of all material 
              manifestations?"
                
              158:6.5 When Jesus had thus spoken to the 
              twelve, he added: "And now go to your rest, for on the morrow we 
              return to Magadan and there take counsel concerning our mission to 
              the cities and villages of the Decapolis. And in the conclusion of 
              this day's experience, let me declare to each of you that which I 
              spoke to your brethren on the mountain, and let these words find a 
              deep lodgment in your hearts: The Son of Man now enters upon the 
              last phase of the bestowal. We are about to begin those labors 
              which shall presently lead to the great and final testing of your 
              faith and devotion when I shall be delivered into the hands of the 
              men who seek my destruction. And remember what I am saying to you: 
              The Son of Man will be put to death, but he shall rise again."
                
              158:6.6 They retired for the night, sorrowful. 
              They were bewildered; they could not comprehend these words. And 
              while they were afraid to ask aught concerning what he had said, 
              they did recall all of it subsequent to his resurrection. 
              
                  
              
              7. PETER'S PROTEST 
              
               
                
              158:7.1 Early this Wednesday morning Jesus and 
              the twelve departed from Caesarea-Philippi for Magadan Park near 
              Bethsaida-Julias. The apostles had slept very little that night; 
              so they were up early and ready to go. Even the stolid Alpheus 
              twins had been shocked by this talk about the death of Jesus. As 
              they journeyed south, just beyond the Waters of Merom they came to 
              the Damascus road, and desiring to avoid the scribes and others 
              whom Jesus knew would presently be coming along after them, he 
              directed that they go on to Capernaum by the Damascus road which 
              passes through Galilee. And he did this because he knew that those 
              who followed after him would go on down over the east Jordan road 
              since they reckoned that Jesus and the apostles would fear to pass 
              through the territory of Herod Antipas. Jesus sought to elude his 
              critics and the crowd which followed him that he might be alone 
              with his apostles this day.
                
              158:7.2 They traveled on through Galilee until 
              well past the time for their lunch, when they stopped in the shade 
              to refresh themselves. And after they had partaken of food, 
              Andrew, speaking to Jesus, said: "Master, my brethren do not 
              comprehend your deep sayings. We have come fully to believe that 
              you are the Son of God, and now we hear these strange words about 
              leaving us, about dying. We do not understand your teaching. Are 
              you speaking to us in parables? We pray you to speak to us 
              directly and in undisguised form."
                
              158:7.3 In answer to Andrew, Jesus said: "My 
              brethren, it is because you have confessed that I am the Son of 
              God that I am constrained to begin to unfold to you the truth 
              about the end of the bestowal of the Son of Man on earth. You 
              insist on clinging to the belief that I am the Messiah, and you 
              will not abandon the idea that the Messiah must sit upon a throne 
              in Jerusalem; wherefore do I persist in telling you that the Son 
              of Man must presently go to Jerusalem, suffer many things, be 
              rejected by the scribes, the elders, and the chief priests, and 
              after all this be killed and raised from the dead. And I speak not 
              a parable to you; I speak the truth to you that you may be 
              prepared for these events when they suddenly come upon us." And 
              while he was yet speaking, Simon Peter, rushing impetuously toward 
              him, laid his hand upon the Master's shoulder and said: "Master, 
              be it far from us to contend with you, but I declare that these 
              things shall never happen to you."
                
              158:7.4 Peter spoke thus because he loved Jesus; 
              but the Master's human nature recognized in these words of 
              well-meant affection the subtle suggestion of temptation that he 
              change his policy of pursuing to the end his earth bestowal in 
              accordance with the will of his Paradise Father. And it was 
              because he detected the danger of permitting the suggestions of 
              even his affectionate and loyal friends to dissuade him, that he 
              turned upon Peter and the other apostles, saying: "Get you behind 
              me. You savor of the spirit of the adversary, the tempter. When 
              you talk in this manner, you are not on my side but rather on the 
              side of our enemy. In this way do you make your love for me a 
              stumbling block to my doing the Father's will. Mind not the ways 
              of men but rather the will of God."
                
              158:7.5 After they had recovered from the first 
              shock of Jesus' stinging rebuke, and before they resumed their 
              journey, the Master spoke further: "If any man would come after 
              me, let him disregard himself, take up his responsibilities daily, 
              and follow me. For whosoever would save his life selfishly, shall 
              lose it, but whosoever loses his life for my sake and the 
              gospel's, shall save it. What does it profit a man to gain the 
              whole world and lose his own soul? What would a man give in 
              exchange for eternal life? Be not ashamed of me and my words in 
              this sinful and hypocritical generation, even as I will not be 
              ashamed to acknowledge you when in glory I appear before my Father 
              in the presence of all the celestial hosts. Nevertheless, many of 
              you now standing before me shall not taste death till you see this 
              kingdom of God come with power."
                
              158:7.6 And thus did Jesus make plain to the 
              twelve the painful and conflicting path which they must tread if 
              they would follow him. What a shock these words were to these 
              Galilean fishermen who persisted in dreaming of an earthly kingdom 
              with positions of honor for themselves! But their loyal hearts 
              were stirred by this courageous appeal, and not one of them was 
              minded to forsake him. Jesus was not sending them alone into the 
              conflict; he was leading them. He asked only that they bravely 
              follow.
                
              158:7.7 Slowly the twelve were grasping the idea 
              that Jesus was telling them something about the possibility of his 
              dying. They only vaguely comprehended what he said about his 
              death, while his statement about rising from the dead utterly 
              failed to register in their minds. As the days passed, Peter, 
              James, and John, recalling their experience upon the mount of the 
              transfiguration, arrived at a fuller understanding of certain of 
              these matters.
                
              158:7.8 In all the association of the twelve 
              with their Master, only a few times did they see that flashing eye 
              and hear such swift words of rebuke as were administered to Peter 
              and the rest of them on this occasion. Jesus had always been 
              patient with their human shortcomings, but not so when faced by an 
              impending threat against the program of implicitly carrying out 
              his Father's will regarding the remainder of his earth career. The 
              apostles were literally stunned; they were amazed and horrified. 
              They could not find words to express their sorrow. Slowly they 
              began to realize what the Master must endure, and that they must 
              go through these experiences with him, but they did not awaken to 
              the reality of these coming events until long after these early 
              hints of the impending tragedy of his latter days. 
                
              158:7.9 In silence Jesus and the twelve started 
              for their camp at Magadan Park, going by way of Capernaum. As the 
              afternoon wore on, though they did not converse with Jesus, they 
              talked much among themselves while Andrew talked with the Master.
              
                  
              
              8. AT PETER'S HOUSE
               
              
               
                
              158:8.1 Entering Capernaum at twilight, they 
              went by unfrequented thoroughfares directly to the home of Simon 
              Peter for their evening meal. While David Zebedee made ready to 
              take them across the lake, they lingered at Simon's house, and 
              Jesus, looking up at Peter and the other apostles, asked: "As you 
              walked along together this afternoon, what was it that you talked 
              about so earnestly among yourselves?" The apostles held their 
              peace because many of them had continued the discussion begun at 
              Mount Hermon as to what positions they were to have in the coming 
              kingdom; who should be the greatest, and so on. Jesus, knowing 
              what it was that occupied their thoughts that day, beckoned to one 
              of Peter's little ones and, setting the child down among them, 
              said: "Verily, verily, I say to you, except you turn about and 
              become more like this child, you will make little progress in the 
              kingdom of heaven. Whosoever shall humble himself and become as 
              this little one, the same shall become greatest in the kingdom of 
              heaven. And whoso receives such a little one receives me. And they 
              who receive me receive also Him who sent me. If you would be first 
              in the kingdom, seek to minister these good truths to your 
              brethren in the flesh. But whosoever causes one of these little 
              ones to stumble, it would be better for him if a millstone were 
              hanged about his neck and he were cast into the sea. If the things 
              you do with your hands, or the things you see with your eyes give 
              offense in the progress of the kingdom, sacrifice these cherished 
              idols, for it is better to enter the kingdom minus many of the 
              beloved things of life rather than to cling to these idols and 
              find yourself shut out of the kingdom. But most of all, see that 
              you despise not one of these little ones, for their angels do 
              always behold the faces of the heavenly hosts."
                
              158:8.2 When Jesus had finished speaking, they 
              entered the boat and sailed across to Magadan.