The Urantia Book
              
              PAPER 193
              
               FINAL APPEARANCES AND ASCENSION
              
               
                
              
              193:0.1 THE sixteenth morontia manifestation of 
              Jesus occurred on Friday, May 5, in the courtyard of Nicodemus, 
              about nine o'clock at night. On this evening the Jerusalem 
              believers had made their first attempt to get together since the 
              resurrection. Assembled here at this time were the eleven 
              apostles, the women's corps and their associates, and about fifty 
              other leading disciples of the Master, including a number of the 
              Greeks. This company of believers had been visiting informally for 
              more than half an hour when, suddenly, the morontia Master 
              appeared in full view and immediately began to instruct them. Said 
              Jesus: 
                
              193:0.2 "Peace be upon you. This is the most 
              representative group of believers -- apostles and disciples, both 
              men and women -- to which I have appeared since the time of my 
              deliverance from the flesh. I now call you to witness that I told 
              you beforehand that my sojourn among you must come to an end; I 
              told you that presently I must return to the Father. And then I 
              plainly told you how the chief priests and the rulers of the Jews 
              would deliver me up to be put to death, and that I would rise from 
              the grave. Why, then, did you allow yourselves to become so 
              disconcerted by all this when it came to pass? and why were you so 
              surprised when I rose from the tomb on the third day? You failed 
              to believe me because you heard my words without comprehending the 
              meaning thereof.
                
              193:0.3 "And now you should give ear to my words 
              lest you again make the mistake of hearing my teaching with the 
              mind while in your hearts you fail to comprehend the meaning. From 
              the beginning of my sojourn as one of you, I taught you that my 
              one purpose was to reveal my Father in heaven to his children on 
              earth. I have lived the God-revealing bestowal that you might 
              experience the God-knowing career. I have revealed God as your 
              Father in heaven; I have revealed you as the sons of God on earth. 
              It is a fact that God loves you, his sons. By faith in my word 
              this fact becomes an eternal and living truth in your hearts. 
              When, by living faith, you become divinely God-conscious, you are 
              then born of the spirit as children of light and life, even the 
              eternal life wherewith you shall ascend the universe of universes 
              and attain the experience of finding God the Father on Paradise.
                
              193:0.4 "I admonish you ever to remember that 
              your mission among men is to proclaim the gospel of the kingdom -- 
              the reality of the fatherhood of God and the truth of the sonship 
              of man. Proclaim the whole truth of the good news, not just a part 
              of the saving gospel. Your message is not changed by my 
              resurrection experience. Sonship with God, by faith, is still the 
              saving truth of the gospel of the kingdom. You are to go forth 
              preaching the love of God and the service of man. That which the 
              world needs most to know is: Men are the sons of God, and through 
              faith they can actually realize, and daily experience, this 
              ennobling truth. My bestowal should help all men to know that they 
              are the children of God, but such knowledge will not suffice if 
              they fail personally to faith-grasp the saving truth that they are 
              the living spirit sons of the eternal Father. The gospel of the 
              kingdom is concerned with the love of the Father and the service 
              of his children on earth.
                
              193:0.5 "Among yourselves, here, you share the 
              knowledge that I have risen from the dead, but that is not 
              strange. I have the power to lay down my life and to take it up 
              again; the Father gives such power to his Paradise Sons. You 
              should the rather be stirred in your hearts by the knowledge that 
              the dead of an age entered upon the eternal ascent soon after I 
              left Joseph's new tomb. I lived my life in the flesh to show how 
              you can, through loving service, become God-revealing to your 
              fellow men even as, by loving you and serving you, I have become 
              God-revealing to you. I have lived among you as the Son of Man 
              that you, and all other men, might know that you are all indeed 
              the sons of God. Therefore, go you now into all the world 
              preaching this gospel of the kingdom of heaven to all men. Love 
              all men as I have loved you; serve your fellow mortals as I have 
              served you. Freely you have received, freely give. Only tarry here 
              in Jerusalem while I go to the Father, and until I send you the 
              Spirit of Truth. He shall lead you into the enlarged truth, and I 
              will go with you into all the world. I am with you always, and my 
              peace I leave with you." 
                
              193:0.6 When the Master had spoken to them, he 
              vanished from their sight. It was near daybreak before these 
              believers dispersed; all night they remained together, earnestly 
              discussing the Master's admonitions and contemplating all that had 
              befallen them. James Zebedee and others of the apostles also told 
              them of their experiences with the morontia Master in Galilee and 
              recited how he had three times appeared to them.  
                 
              
              1. THE APPEARANCE AT SYCHAR 
              
               
                
              
              193:1.1 About four o'clock on Sabbath afternoon, 
              May 13, the Master appeared to Nalda and about seventy-five 
              Samaritan believers near Jacob's well, at Sychar. The believers 
              were in the habit of meeting at this place, near where Jesus had 
              spoken to Nalda concerning the water of life. On this day, just as 
              they had finished their discussions of the reported resurrection, 
              Jesus suddenly appeared before them, saying: 
                
              193:1.2 "Peace be upon you. You rejoice to know 
              that I am the resurrection and the life, but this will avail you 
              nothing unless you are first born of the eternal spirit, thereby 
              coming to possess, by faith, the gift of eternal life. If you are 
              the faith sons of my Father, you shall never die; you shall not 
              perish. The gospel of the kingdom has taught you that all men are 
              the sons of God. And this good news concerning the love of the 
              heavenly Father for his children on earth must be carried to all 
              the world. The time has come when you worship God neither on 
              Gerizim nor at Jerusalem, but where you are, as you are, in spirit 
              and in truth. It is your faith that saves your souls. Salvation is 
              the gift of God to all who believe they are his sons. But be not 
              deceived; while salvation is the free gift of God and is bestowed 
              upon all who accept it by faith, there follows the experience of 
              bearing the fruits of this spirit life as it is lived in the 
              flesh. The acceptance of the doctrine of the fatherhood of God 
              implies that you also freely accept the associated truth of the 
              brotherhood of man. And if man is your brother, he is even more 
              than your neighbor, whom the Father requires you to love as 
              yourself. Your brother, being of your own family, you will not 
              only love with a family affection, but you will also serve as you 
              would serve yourself. And you will thus love and serve your 
              brother because you, being my brethren, have been thus loved and 
              served by me. Go, then, into all the world telling this good news 
              to all creatures of every race, tribe, and nation. My spirit shall 
              go before you, and I will be with you always." 
                
              193:1.3 These Samaritans were greatly astonished 
              at this appearance of the Master, and they hastened off to the 
              near-by towns and villages, where they published abroad the news 
              that they had seen Jesus, and that he had talked to them. And this 
              was the seventeenth morontia appearance of the Master.  
                 
              
              2. THE PHOENICIAN APPEARANCE 
              
               
                
              
              193:2.1 The Master's eighteenth morontia 
              appearance was at Tyre, on Tuesday, May 16, at a little before 
              nine o'clock in the evening. Again he appeared at the close of a 
              meeting of believers, as they were about to disperse, saying:
              
                
              193:2.2 "Peace be upon you. You rejoice to know 
              that the Son of Man has risen from the dead because you thereby 
              know that you and your brethren shall also survive mortal death. 
              But such survival is dependent on your having been previously born 
              of the spirit of truth-seeking and God-finding. The bread of life 
              and the water thereof are given only to those who hunger for truth 
              and thirst for righteousness -- for God. The fact that the dead 
              rise is not the gospel of the kingdom. These great truths and 
              these universe facts are all related to this gospel in that they 
              are a part of the result of believing the good news and are 
              embraced in the subsequent experience of those who, by faith, 
              become, in deed and in truth, the everlasting sons of the eternal 
              God. My Father sent me into the world to proclaim this salvation 
              of sonship to all men. And so send I you abroad to preach this 
              salvation of sonship. Salvation is the free gift of God, but those 
              who are born of the spirit will immediately begin to show forth 
              the fruits of the spirit in loving service to their fellow 
              creatures. And the fruits of the divine spirit which are yielded 
              in the lives of spirit-born and God-knowing mortals are: loving 
              service, unselfish devotion, courageous loyalty, sincere fairness, 
              enlightened honesty, undying hope, confiding trust, merciful 
              ministry, unfailing goodness, forgiving tolerance, and enduring 
              peace. If professed believers bear not these fruits of the divine 
              spirit in their lives, they are dead; the Spirit of Truth is not 
              in them; they are useless branches on the living vine, and they 
              soon will be taken away. My Father requires of the children of 
              faith that they bear much spirit fruit. If, therefore, you are not 
              fruitful, he will dig about your roots and cut away your 
              unfruitful branches. Increasingly, must you yield the fruits of 
              the spirit as you progress heavenward in the kingdom of God.
              You may enter the kingdom as a child, 
              but the Father requires that you grow up, by grace, to the full 
              stature of spiritual adulthood. And when you go abroad to tell all 
              nations the good news of this gospel, I will go before you, and my 
              Spirit of Truth shall abide in your hearts. My peace I leave with 
              you." 
                
              193:2.3 And then the Master disappeared from 
              their sight. The next day there went out from Tyre those who 
              carried this story to Sidon and even to Antioch and Damascus. 
              Jesus had been with these believers when he was in the flesh, and 
              they were quick to recognize him when he began to teach them. 
              While his friends could not readily recognize his morontia form 
              when made visible, they were never slow to identify his 
              personality when he spoke to them.  
                 
              
              3. LAST APPEARANCE IN JERUSALEM 
              
              
               
                
              
              193:3.1 Early Thursday morning, May 18, Jesus 
              made his last appearance on earth as a morontia personality. As 
              the eleven apostles were about to sit down to breakfast in the 
              upper chamber of Mary Mark's home, Jesus appeared to them and 
              said: 
                
              193:3.2 "Peace be upon you. I have asked you to 
              tarry here in Jerusalem until I ascend to the Father, even until I 
              send you the Spirit of Truth, who shall soon be poured out upon 
              all flesh, and who shall endow you with power from on high." Simon 
              Zelotes interrupted Jesus, asking, "Then, Master, will you restore 
              the kingdom, and will we see the glory of God manifested on 
              earth?" When Jesus had listened to Simon's question, he answered: 
              "Simon, you still cling to your old ideas about the Jewish Messiah 
              and the material kingdom. But you will receive spiritual power 
              after the spirit has descended upon you, and you will presently go 
              into all the world preaching this gospel of the kingdom. As the 
              Father sent me into the world, so do I send you. And I wish that 
              you would love and trust one another. Judas is no more with you 
              because his love grew cold, and because he refused to trust you, 
              his loyal brethren. Have you not read in the Scripture where it is 
              written: `It is not good for man to be alone. No man lives to 
              himself'? And also where it says: `He who would have friends must 
              show himself friendly'? And did I not even send you out to teach, 
              two and two, that you might not become lonely and fall into the 
              mischief and miseries of isolation? You also well know that, when 
              I was in the flesh, I did not permit myself to be alone for long 
              periods. From the very beginning of our associations I always had 
              two or three of you constantly by my side or else very near at 
              hand even when I communed with the Father. Trust, therefore, and 
              confide in one another. And this is all the more needful since I 
              am this day going to leave you alone in the world. The hour has 
              come; I am about to go to the Father." 
                
              193:3.3 When he had spoken, he beckoned for them 
              to come with him, and he led them out on the Mount of Olives, 
              where he bade them farewell preparatory to departing from Urantia. 
              This was a solemn journey to Olivet. Not a word was spoken by any 
              of them from the time they left the upper chamber until Jesus 
              paused with them on the Mount of Olives. 
                  
              
              4. CAUSES OF JUDAS'S DOWNFALL 
              
               
                
              193:4.1 It was in the first part of the Master's 
              farewell message to his apostles that he alluded to the loss of 
              Judas and held up the tragic fate of their traitorous fellow 
              worker as a solemn warning against the dangers of social and 
              fraternal isolation. It may be helpful to believers, in this and 
              in future ages, briefly to review the causes of Judas's downfall 
              in the light of the Master's remarks and in view of the 
              accumulated enlightenment of succeeding centuries.
                
              193:4.2 As we look back upon this tragedy, we 
              conceive that Judas went wrong, primarily, because he was very 
              markedly an isolated personality, a personality shut in and away 
              from ordinary social contacts. He persistently refused to confide 
              in, or freely fraternize with, his fellow apostles. But his being 
              an isolated type of personality would not, in and of itself, have 
              wrought such mischief for Judas had it not been that he also 
              failed to increase in love and grow in spiritual grace. And then, 
              as if to make a bad matter worse, he persistently harbored grudges 
              and fostered such psychologic enemies as revenge and the 
              generalized craving to "get even" with somebody for all his 
              disappointments.
                
              193:4.3 This unfortunate combination of 
              individual peculiarities and mental tendencies conspired to 
              destroy a well-intentioned man who failed to subdue these evils by 
              love, faith, and trust. That Judas need not have gone wrong is 
              well proved by the cases of Thomas and Nathaniel, both of whom 
              were cursed with this same sort of suspicion and overdevelopment 
              of the individualistic tendency. Even Andrew and Matthew had many 
              leanings in this direction; but all these men grew to love Jesus 
              and their fellow apostles more, and not less, as time passed. They 
              grew in grace and in a knowledge of the truth. They became 
              increasingly more trustful of their brethren and slowly developed 
              the ability to confide in their fellows. Judas persistently 
              refused to confide in his brethren. When he was impelled, by the 
              accumulation of his emotional conflicts, to seek relief in 
              self-expression, he invariably sought the advice and received the 
              unwise consolation of his unspiritual relatives or those chance 
              acquaintances who were either indifferent, or actually hostile, to 
              the welfare and progress of the spiritual realities of the 
              heavenly kingdom, of which he was one of the twelve consecrated 
              ambassadors on earth.
                
              193:4.4 Judas met defeat in his battles of the 
              earth struggle because of the following factors of personal 
              tendencies and character weakness:
                
              193:4.5 1. He was an isolated type of human 
              being. He was highly individualistic and chose to grow into a 
              confirmed "shut-in" and unsociable sort of person. 
                
              193:4.6 2. As a child, life had been made too 
              easy for him. He bitterly resented thwarting. He always expected 
              to win; he was a very poor loser. 
                
              193:4.7 3. He never acquired a philosophic 
              technique for meeting disappointment. Instead of accepting 
              disappointments as a regular and commonplace feature of human 
              existence, he unfailingly resorted to the practice of blaming 
              someone in particular, or his associates as a group, for all his 
              personal difficulties and disappointments. 
                
              193:4.8 4. He was given to holding grudges; he 
              was always entertaining the idea of revenge.
                
              193:4.9 5. He did not like to face facts 
              frankly; he was dishonest in his attitude toward life situations.
                
              193:4.10 6. He disliked to discuss his personal 
              problems with his immediate associates; he refused to talk over 
              his difficulties with his real friends and those who truly loved 
              him. In all the years of their association he never once went to 
              the Master with a purely personal problem. 
                
              193:4.11 7. He never learned that the real 
              rewards for noble living are, after all, spiritual prizes, which 
              are not always distributed during this one short life in the 
              flesh.
                
              193:4.12 As a result of his persistent isolation 
              of personality, his griefs multiplied, his sorrows increased, his 
              anxieties augmented, and his despair deepened almost beyond 
              endurance.
                
              193:4.13 While this self-centered and 
              ultraindividualistic apostle had many psychic, emotional, and 
              spiritual troubles, his main difficulties were: In personality, he 
              was isolated. In mind, he was suspicious and vengeful. In 
              temperament, he was surly and vindictive. Emotionally, he was 
              loveless and unforgiving. Socially, he was unconfiding and almost 
              wholly self-contained. In spirit, he became arrogant and selfishly 
              ambitious. In life, he ignored those who loved him, and in death, 
              he was friendless.
                
              193:4.14 These, then, are the factors of mind 
              and influences of evil which, taken altogether, explain why a 
              well-meaning and otherwise onetime sincere believer in Jesus, even 
              after several years of intimate association with his transforming 
              personality, forsook his fellows, repudiated a sacred cause, 
              renounced his holy calling, and betrayed his divine Master.
                  
              
              5. THE MASTER'S ASCENSION 
			   
              
               
                
              193:5.1 It was almost half past seven o'clock 
              this Thursday morning, May 18, when Jesus arrived on the western 
              slope of Mount Olivet with his eleven silent and somewhat 
              bewildered apostles. From this location, about two thirds the way 
              up the mountain, they could look out over Jerusalem and down upon 
              Gethsemane. Jesus now prepared to say his last farewell to the 
              apostles before he took leave of Urantia. As he stood there before 
              them, without being directed they knelt about him in a circle, and 
              the Master said: 
                
              193:5.2 "I bade you tarry in Jerusalem until you 
              were endowed with power from on high. I am now about to take leave 
              of you; I am about to ascend to my Father, and soon, very soon, 
              will we send into this world of my sojourn the Spirit of Truth; 
              and when he has come, you shall begin the new proclamation of the 
              gospel of the kingdom, first in Jerusalem and then to the 
              uttermost parts of the world. Love men with the love wherewith I 
              have loved you and serve your fellow mortals even as I have served 
              you. By the spirit fruits of your lives impel souls to believe the 
              truth that man is a son of God, and that all men are brethren. 
              Remember all I have taught you and the life I have lived among 
              you. My love overshadows you, my spirit will dwell with you, and 
              my peace shall abide upon you. Farewell." 
                
              193:5.3 When the morontia Master had thus 
              spoken, he vanished from their sight. This so-called ascension of 
              Jesus was in no way different from his other disappearances from 
              mortal vision during the forty days of his morontia career on 
              Urantia.
                
              
              193:5.4 The Master went to Edentia by way of 
              Jerusem, where the Most Highs, under the observation of the 
              Paradise Son, released Jesus of Nazareth from the morontia state 
              and, through the spirit channels of ascension, returned him to the 
              status of Paradise sonship and supreme sovereignty on Salvington.
                
              
              193:5.5 It was about seven forty-five this 
              morning when the morontia Jesus disappeared from the observation 
              of his eleven apostles to begin the ascent to the right hand of 
              his Father, there to receive formal confirmation of his completed 
              sovereignty of the universe of Nebadon.
                  
              
              6. PETER CALLS A MEETING 
              
               
                
              193:6.1 Acting upon the instruction of Peter, 
              John Mark and others went forth to call the leading disciples 
              together at the home of Mary Mark. By ten thirty, one hundred and 
              twenty of the foremost disciples of Jesus living in Jerusalem had 
              forgathered to hear the report of the farewell message of the 
              Master and to learn of his ascension. Among this company was Mary 
              the mother of Jesus. She had returned to Jerusalem with John 
              Zebedee when the apostles came back from their recent sojourn in 
              Galilee. Soon after Pentecost she returned to the home of Salome 
              at Bethsaida. James the brother of Jesus was also present at this 
              meeting, the first conference of the Master's disciples to be 
              called after the termination of his planetary career.
                
              193:6.2 Simon Peter took it upon himself to 
              speak for his fellow apostles and made a thrilling report of the 
              last meeting of the eleven with their Master and most touchingly 
              portrayed the Master's final farewell and his ascension 
              disappearance. It was a meeting the like of which had never before 
              occurred on this world. This part of the meeting lasted not quite 
              one hour. Peter then explained that they had decided to choose a 
              successor to Judas Iscariot, and that a recess would be granted to 
              enable the apostles to decide between the two men who had been 
              suggested for this position, Matthias and Justus.
                
              193:6.3 The eleven apostles then went 
              downstairs, where they agreed to cast lots in order to determine 
              which of these men should become an apostle to serve in Judas's 
              place. The lot fell on Matthias, and he was declared to be the new 
              apostle. He was duly inducted into his office and then appointed 
              treasurer. But Matthias had little part in the subsequent 
              activities of the apostles. 
                
              193:6.4 Soon after Pentecost the twins returned 
              to their homes in Galilee. Simon Zelotes was in retirement for 
              some time before he went forth preaching the gospel. Thomas 
              worried for a shorter period and then resumed his teaching. 
              Nathaniel differed increasingly with Peter regarding preaching 
              about Jesus in the place of proclaiming the former gospel of the 
              kingdom. This disagreement became so acute by the middle of the 
              following month that Nathaniel withdrew, going to Philadelphia to 
              visit Abner and Lazarus; and after tarrying there for more than a 
              year, he went on into the lands beyond Mesopotamia preaching the 
              gospel as he understood it.
                
              193:6.5 This left but six of the original twelve 
              apostles to become actors on the stage of the early proclamation 
              of the gospel in Jerusalem: Peter, Andrew, James, John, Philip, 
              and Matthew.
                
              
              193:6.6 Just about noon the apostles returned to 
              their brethren in the upper chamber and announced that Matthias 
              had been chosen as the new apostle. And then Peter called all of 
              the believers to engage in prayer, prayer that they might be 
              prepared to receive the gift of the spirit which the Master had 
              promised to send.