The Urantia Book
              
               PAPER 153
              
               THE CRISIS AT CAPERNAUM
              
               
                
              153:0.1 ON FRIDAY evening, the day of their 
              arrival at Bethsaida, and on Sabbath morning, the apostles noticed 
              that Jesus was seriously occupied with some momentous problem; 
              they were cognizant that the Master was giving unusual thought to 
              some important matter. He ate no breakfast and but little at 
              noontide. All of Sabbath morning and the evening before, the 
              twelve and their associates were gathered together in small groups 
              about the house, in the garden, and along the seashore. There was 
              a tension of uncertainty and a suspense of apprehension resting 
              upon all of them. Jesus had said little to them since they left 
              Jerusalem.
                
              153:0.2 Not in months had they seen the Master 
              so preoccupied and uncommunicative. Even Simon Peter was 
              depressed, if not downcast. Andrew was at a loss to know what to 
              do for his dejected associates. Nathaniel said they were in the 
              midst of the "lull before the storm." Thomas expressed the opinion 
              that "something out of the ordinary is about to happen." Philip 
              advised David Zebedee to "forget about plans for feeding and 
              lodging the multitude until we know what the Master is thinking 
              about." Matthew was putting forth renewed efforts to replenish the 
              treasury. James and John talked over the forthcoming sermon in the 
              synagogue and speculated much as to its probable nature and scope. 
              Simon Zelotes expressed the belief, in reality a hope, that "the 
              Father in heaven may be about to intervene in some unexpected 
              manner for the vindication and support of his Son," while Judas 
              Iscariot dared to indulge the thought that possibly Jesus was 
              oppressed with regrets that "he did not have the courage and 
              daring to permit the five thousand to proclaim him king of the 
              Jews."
                
              153:0.3 It was from among such a group of 
              depressed and disconsolate followers that Jesus went forth on this 
              beautiful Sabbath afternoon to preach his epoch-making sermon in 
              the Capernaum synagogue. The only word of cheerful greeting or 
              well-wishing from any of his immediate followers came from one of 
              the unsuspecting Alpheus twins, who, as Jesus left the house on 
              his way to the synagogue, saluted him cheerily and said: "We pray 
              the Father will help you, and that we may have bigger multitudes 
              than ever."  
                 
              
              1. THE SETTING OF THE STAGE 
              
               
                
              153:1.1 A distinguished congregation greeted 
              Jesus at three o'clock on this exquisite Sabbath afternoon in the 
              new Capernaum synagogue. Jairus presided and handed Jesus the 
              Scriptures to read. The day before, fifty-three Pharisees and 
              Sadducees had arrived from Jerusalem; more than thirty of the 
              leaders and rulers of the neighboring synagogues were also 
              present. These Jewish religious leaders were acting directly under 
              orders from the Sanhedrin at Jerusalem, and they constituted the 
              orthodox vanguard which had come to inaugurate open warfare on 
              Jesus and his disciples. Sitting by the side of these Jewish 
              leaders, in the synagogue seats of honor, were the official 
              observers of Herod Antipas, who had been directed to ascertain the 
              truth concerning the disturbing reports that an attempt had been 
              made by the populace to proclaim Jesus the king of the Jews, over 
              in the domains of his brother Philip.
                
              153:1.2 Jesus comprehended that he faced the 
              immediate declaration of avowed and open warfare by his increasing 
              enemies, and he elected boldly to assume the offensive. At the 
              feeding of the five thousand he had challenged their ideas of the 
              material Messiah; now he chose again openly to attack their 
              concept of the Jewish deliverer. This crisis, which began with the 
              feeding of the five thousand, and which terminated with this 
              Sabbath afternoon sermon, was the outward turning of the tide of 
              popular fame and acclaim. Henceforth, the work of the kingdom was 
              to be increasingly concerned with the more important task of 
              winning lasting spiritual converts for the truly religious 
              brotherhood of mankind. This sermon marks the crisis in the 
              transition from the period of discussion, controversy, and 
              decision to that of open warfare and final acceptance or final 
              rejection.
                
              153:1.3 The Master well knew that many of his 
              followers were slowly but surely preparing their minds finally to 
              reject him. He likewise knew that many of his disciples were 
              slowly but certainly passing through that training of mind and 
              that discipline of soul which would enable them to triumph over 
              doubt and courageously to assert their full-fledged faith in the 
              gospel of the kingdom. Jesus fully understood how men prepare 
              themselves for the decisions of a crisis and the performance of 
              sudden deeds of courageous choosing by the slow process of the 
              reiterated choosing between the recurring situations of good and 
              evil. He subjected his chosen messengers to repeated rehearsals in 
              disappointment and provided them with frequent and testing 
              opportunities for choosing between the right and the wrong way of 
              meeting spiritual trials. He knew he could depend on his 
              followers, when they met the final test, to make their vital 
              decisions in accordance with prior and habitual mental attitudes 
              and spirit reactions.  
                
              153:1.4 This crisis in Jesus' earth life began 
              with the feeding of the five thousand and ended with this sermon 
              in the synagogue; the crisis in the lives of the apostles began 
              with this sermon in the synagogue and continued for a whole year, 
              ending only with the Master's trial and crucifixion. 
                
              153:1.5 As they sat there in the synagogue that 
              afternoon before Jesus began to speak, there was just one great 
              mystery, just one supreme question, in the minds of all. Both his 
              friends and his foes pondered just one thought, and that was: "Why 
              did he himself so deliberately and effectively turn back the tide 
              of popular enthusiasm?" And it was immediately before and 
              immediately after this sermon that the doubts and disappointments 
              of his disgruntled adherents grew into unconscious opposition and 
              eventually turned into actual hatred. It was after this sermon in 
              the synagogue that Judas Iscariot entertained his first conscious 
              thought of deserting. But he did, for the time being, effectively 
              master all such inclinations.
                
              153:1.6 Everyone was in a state of perplexity. 
              Jesus had left them dumfounded and confounded. He had recently 
              engaged in the greatest demonstration of supernatural power to 
              characterize his whole career. The feeding of the five thousand 
              was the one event of his earth life which made the greatest appeal 
              to the Jewish concept of the expected Messiah. But this 
              extraordinary advantage was immediately and unexplainedly offset 
              by his prompt and unequivocal refusal to be made king.
                153:1.7 
              On Friday evening, and again on Sabbath morning, the Jerusalem 
              leaders had labored long and earnestly with Jairus to prevent 
              Jesus' speaking in the synagogue, but it was of no avail. Jairus' 
              only reply to all this pleading was: "I have granted this request, 
              and I will not violate my word."  
                 
              
              2. THE EPOCHAL SERMON 
              
               
                
              153:2.1 Jesus introduced this sermon by reading 
              from the law as found in Deuteronomy: "But it shall come to pass, 
              if this people will not hearken to the voice of God, that the 
              curses of transgression shall surely overtake them. The Lord shall 
              cause you to be smitten by your enemies; you shall be removed into 
              all the kingdoms of the earth. And the Lord shall bring you and 
              the king you have set up over you into the hands of a strange 
              nation. You shall become an astonishment, a proverb, and a byword 
              among all nations. Your sons and your daughters shall go into 
              captivity. The strangers among you shall rise high in authority 
              while you are brought very low. And these things shall be upon you 
              and your seed forever because you would not hearken to the word of 
              the Lord. Therefore shall you serve your enemies who shall come 
              against you. You shall endure hunger and thirst and wear this 
              alien yoke of iron. The Lord shall bring against you a nation from 
              afar, from the end of the earth, a nation whose tongue you shall 
              not understand, a nation of fierce countenance, a nation which 
              will have little regard for you. And they shall besiege you in all 
              your towns until the high fortified walls wherein you have trusted 
              come down; and all the land shall fall into their hands. And it 
              shall come to pass that you will be driven to eat the fruit of 
              your own bodies, the flesh of your sons and daughters, during this 
              time of siege, because of the straitness wherewith your enemies 
              shall press you."
                
              153:2.2 And when Jesus had finished this 
              reading, he turned to the Prophets and read from Jeremiah: "`If 
              you will not hearken to the words of my servants the prophets whom 
              I have sent you, then will I make this house like Shiloh, and I 
              will make this city a curse to all the nations of the earth.' And 
              the priests and the teachers heard Jeremiah speak these words in 
              the house of the Lord. And it came to pass that, when Jeremiah had 
              made an end of speaking all that the Lord had commanded him to 
              speak to all the people, the priests and teachers laid hold of 
              him, saying, `You shall surely die.' And all the people crowded 
              around Jeremiah in the house of the Lord. And when the princes of 
              Judah heard these things, they sat in judgment on Jeremiah. Then 
              spoke the priests and the teachers to the princes and to all the 
              people, saying: `This man is worthy to die, for he has prophesied 
              against our city, and you have heard him with your own ears.' Then 
              spoke Jeremiah to all the princes and to all the people: `The Lord 
              sent me to prophesy against this house and against this city all 
              the words which you have heard. Now, therefore, amend your ways 
              and reform your doings and obey the voice of the Lord your God 
              that you may escape the evil which has been pronounced against 
              you. As for me, behold I am in your hands. Do with me as seems 
              good and right in your eyes. But know you for certain that, if you 
              put me to death, you shall bring innocent blood upon yourselves 
              and upon this people, for of a truth the Lord has sent me to speak 
              all these words in your ears.'
                
              153:2.3 "The priests and teachers of that day 
              sought to kill Jeremiah, but the judges would not consent, albeit, 
              for his words of warning, they did let him down by cords in a 
              filthy dungeon until he sank in mire up to his armpits. That is 
              what this people did to the Prophet Jeremiah when he obeyed the 
              Lord's command to warn his brethren of their impending political 
              downfall. Today, I desire to ask you: What will the chief priests 
              and religious leaders of this people do with the man who dares to 
              warn them of the day of their spiritual doom? Will you also seek 
              to put to death the teacher who dares to proclaim the word of the 
              Lord, and who fears not to point out wherein you refuse to walk in 
              the way of light which leads to the entrance to the kingdom of 
              heaven?
                
              153:2.4 "What is it you seek as evidence of my 
              mission on earth? We have left you undisturbed in your positions 
              of influence and power while we preached glad tidings to the poor 
              and the outcast. We have made no hostile attack upon that which 
              you hold in reverence but have rather proclaimed new liberty for 
              man's fear-ridden soul. I came into the world to reveal my Father 
              and to establish on earth the spiritual brotherhood of the sons of 
              God, the kingdom of heaven. And notwithstanding that I have so 
              many times reminded you that my kingdom is not of this world, 
              still has my Father granted you many manifestations of material 
              wonders in addition to more evidential spiritual transformations 
              and regenerations.
                
              153:2.5 "What new sign is it that you seek at my 
              hands? I declare that you already have sufficient evidence to 
              enable you to make your decision. Verily, verily, I say to many 
              who sit before me this day, you are confronted with the necessity 
              of choosing which way you will go; and I say to you, as Joshua 
              said to your forefathers, `choose you this day whom you will 
              serve.' Today, many of you stand at the parting of the ways.
                
              153:2.6 "Some of you, when you could not find me 
              after the feasting of the multitude on the other side, hired the 
              Tiberias fishing fleet, which a week before had taken shelter near 
              by during a storm, to go in pursuit of me, and what for? Not for 
              truth and righteousness or that you might the better know how to 
              serve and minister to your fellow men! No, but rather that you 
              might have more bread for which you had not labored. It was not to 
              fill your souls with the word of life, but only that you might 
              fill the belly with the bread of ease. And long have you been 
              taught that the Messiah, when he should come, would work those 
              wonders which would make life pleasant and easy for all the chosen 
              people. It is not strange, then, that you who have been thus 
              taught should long for the loaves and the fishes. But I declare to 
              you that such is not the mission of the Son of Man. I have come to 
              proclaim spiritual liberty, teach eternal truth, and foster living 
              faith.
                
              153:2.7 "My brethren, hanker not after the meat 
              which perishes but rather seek for the spiritual food that 
              nourishes even to eternal life; and this is the bread of life 
              which the Son gives to all who will take it and eat, for the 
              Father has given the Son this life without measure. And when you 
              asked me, `What must we do to perform the works of God?' I plainly 
              told you: `This is the work of God, that you believe him whom he 
              has sent.'" 
                
              153:2.8 And then said Jesus, pointing up to the 
              device of a pot of manna which decorated the lintel of this new 
              synagogue, and which was embellished with grape clusters: "You 
              have thought that your forefathers in the wilderness ate manna -- 
              the bread of heaven -- but I say to you that this was the bread of 
              earth. While Moses did not give your fathers bread from heaven, my 
              Father now stands ready to give you the true bread of life. The 
              bread of heaven is that which comes down from God and gives 
              eternal life to the men of the world. And when you say to me, Give 
              us this living bread, I will answer: I am this bread of life. He 
              who comes to me shall not hunger, while he who believes me shall 
              never thirst. You have seen me, lived with me, and beheld my 
              works, yet you believe not that I came forth from the Father. But 
              to those who do believe -- fear not. All those led of the Father 
              shall come to me, and he who comes to me shall in nowise be cast 
              out.
                
              153:2.9 "And now let me declare to you, once and 
              for all time, that I have come down upon the earth, not to do my 
              own will, but the will of Him who sent me. And this is the final 
              will of Him who sent me, that of all those he has given me I 
              should not lose one. And this is the will of the Father: That 
              every one who beholds the Son and who believes him shall have 
              eternal life. Only yesterday did I feed you with bread for your 
              bodies; today I offer you the bread of life for your hungry souls. 
              Will you now take the bread of the spirit as you then so willingly 
              ate the bread of this world?"  
                
              153:2.10 As Jesus paused for a moment to look 
              over the congregation, one of the teachers from Jerusalem (a 
              member of the Sanhedrin) rose up and asked: "Do I understand you 
              to say that you are the bread which comes down from heaven, and 
              that the manna which Moses gave to our fathers in the wilderness 
              did not?" And Jesus answered the Pharisee, "You understood 
              aright." Then said the Pharisee: "But are you not Jesus of 
              Nazareth, the son of Joseph, the carpenter? Are not your father 
              and mother, as well as your brothers and sisters, well known to 
              many of us? How then is it that you appear here in God's house and 
              declare that you have come down from heaven?"
                153:2.11 
              By this time there was much murmuring in the synagogue, and such a 
              tumult was threatened that Jesus stood up and said: "Let us be 
              patient; the truth never suffers from honest examination. I am all 
              that you say but more. The Father and I are one; the Son does only 
              that which the Father teaches him, while all those who are given 
              to the Son by the Father, the Son will receive to himself. You 
              have read where it is written in the Prophets, `You shall all be 
              taught by God,' and that `Those whom the Father teaches will hear 
              also his Son.' Every one who yields to the teaching of the 
              Father's indwelling spirit will eventually come to me. Not that 
              any man has seen the Father, but the Father's spirit does live 
              within man. And the Son who came down from heaven, he has surely 
              seen the Father. And those who truly believe this Son already have 
              eternal life.
                
              153:2.12 "I am this bread of life. Your fathers 
              ate manna in the wilderness and are dead. But this bread which 
              comes down from God, if a man eats thereof, he shall never die in 
              spirit. I repeat, I am this living bread, and every soul who 
              attains the realization of this united nature of God and man shall 
              live forever. And this bread of life which I give to all who will 
              receive is my own living and combined nature. The Father in the 
              Son and the Son one with the Father -- that is my life-giving 
              revelation to the world and my saving gift to all nations."
                
              153:2.13 When Jesus had finished speaking, the 
              ruler of the synagogue dismissed the congregation, but they would 
              not depart. They crowded up around Jesus to ask more questions 
              while others murmured and disputed among themselves. And this 
              state of affairs continued for more than three hours. It was well 
              past seven o'clock before the audience finally dispersed.  
                 
              
              3. THE AFTER MEETING 
              
               
                
              153:3.1 Many were the questions asked Jesus 
              during this after meeting. Some were asked by his perplexed 
              disciples, but more were asked by caviling unbelievers who sought 
              only to embarrass and entrap him.
                
              153:3.2 One of the visiting Pharisees, mounting 
              a lampstand, shouted out this question: "You tell us that you are 
              the bread of life. How can you give us your flesh to eat or your 
              blood to drink? What avail is your teaching if it cannot be 
              carried out?" And Jesus answered this question, saying: "I did not 
              teach you that my flesh is the bread of life nor that my blood is 
              the water thereof. But I did say that my life in the flesh is a 
              bestowal of the bread of heaven. The fact of the Word of God 
              bestowed in the flesh and the phenomenon of the Son of Man subject 
              to the will of God, constitute a reality of experience which is 
              equivalent to the divine sustenance. You cannot eat my flesh nor 
              can you drink my blood, but you can become one in spirit with me 
              even as I am one in spirit with the Father. You can be nourished 
              by the eternal word of God, which is indeed the bread of life, and 
              which has been bestowed in the likeness of mortal flesh; and you 
              can be watered in soul by the divine spirit, which is truly the 
              water of life. The Father has sent me into the world to show how 
              he desires to indwell and direct all men; and I have so lived this 
              life in the flesh as to inspire all men likewise ever to seek to 
              know and do the will of the indwelling heavenly Father."
                
              153:3.3 Then one of the Jerusalem spies who had 
              been observing Jesus and his apostles, said: "We notice that 
              neither you nor your apostles wash your hands properly before you 
              eat bread. You must well know that such a practice as eating with 
              defiled and unwashed hands is a transgression of the law of the 
              elders. Neither do you properly wash your drinking cups and eating 
              vessels. Why is it that you show such disrespect for the 
              traditions of the fathers and the laws of our elders?" And when 
              Jesus heard him speak, he answered: "Why is it that you transgress 
              the commandments of God by the laws of your tradition? The 
              commandment says, `Honor your father and your mother,' and directs 
              that you share with them your substance if necessary; but you 
              enact a law of tradition which permits undutiful children to say 
              that the money wherewith the parents might have been assisted has 
              been `given to God.' The law of the elders thus relieves such 
              crafty children of their responsibility, notwithstanding that the 
              children subsequently use all such monies for their own comfort. 
              Why is it that you in this way make void the commandment by your 
              own tradition? Well did Isaiah prophesy of you hypocrites, saying: 
              `This people honors me with their lips, but their heart is far 
              from me. In vain do they worship me, teaching as their doctrines 
              the precepts of men.'
                
              153:3.4 "You can see how it is that you desert 
              the commandment while you hold fast to the tradition of men. 
              Altogether willing are you to reject the word of God while you 
              maintain your own traditions. And in many other ways do you dare 
              to set up your own teachings above the law and the prophets."
                
              153:3.5 Jesus then directed his remarks to all 
              present. He said: "But hearken to me all of you. It is not that 
              which enters into the mouth that spiritually defiles the man, but 
              rather that which proceeds out of the mouth and from the heart." 
              But even the apostles failed fully to grasp the meaning of his 
              words, for Simon Peter also asked him: "Lest some of your hearers 
              be unnecessarily offended, would you explain to us the meaning of 
              these words?" And then said Jesus to Peter: "Are you also hard of 
              understanding? Know you not that every plant which my heavenly 
              Father has not planted shall be rooted up? Turn now your attention 
              to those who would know the truth. You cannot compel men to love 
              the truth. Many of these teachers are blind guides. And you know 
              that, if the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the pit. 
              But hearken while I tell you the truth concerning those things 
              which morally defile and spiritually contaminate men. I declare it 
              is not that which enters the body by the mouth or gains access to 
              the mind through the eyes and ears, that defiles the man. Man is 
              only defiled by that evil which may originate within the heart, 
              and which finds expression in the words and deeds of such unholy 
              persons. Do you not know it is from the heart that there come 
              forth evil thoughts, wicked projects of murder, theft, and 
              adulteries, together with jealousy, pride, anger, revenge, 
              railings, and false witness? And it is just such things that 
              defile men, and not that they eat bread with ceremonially unclean 
              hands."
                
              153:3.6 The Pharisaic commissioners of the 
              Jerusalem Sanhedrin were now almost convinced that Jesus must be 
              apprehended on a charge of blasphemy or on one of flouting the 
              sacred law of the Jews; wherefore their efforts to involve him in 
              the discussion of, and possible attack upon, some of the 
              traditions of the elders, or so-called oral laws of the nation. No 
              matter how scarce water might be, these traditionally enslaved 
              Jews would never fail to go through with the required ceremonial 
              washing of the hands before every meal. It was their belief that 
              "it is better to die than to transgress the commandments of the 
              elders." The spies asked this question because it had been 
              reported that Jesus had said, "Salvation is a matter of clean 
              hearts rather than of clean hands." But such beliefs, when they 
              once become a part of one's religion, are hard to get away from. 
              Even many years after this day the Apostle Peter was still held in 
              the bondage of fear to many of these traditions about things clean 
              and unclean, only being finally delivered by experiencing an 
              extraordinary and vivid dream. All of this can the better be 
              understood when it is recalled that these Jews looked upon eating 
              with unwashed hands in the same light as commerce with a harlot, 
              and both were equally punishable by excommunication.
                
              153:3.7 Thus did the Master elect to discuss and 
              expose the folly of the whole rabbinic system of rules and 
              regulations which was represented by the oral law -- the 
              traditions of the elders, all of which were regarded as more 
              sacred and more binding upon the Jews than even the teachings of 
              the Scriptures. And Jesus spoke out with less reserve because he 
              knew the hour had come when he could do nothing more to prevent an 
              open rupture of relations with these religious leaders. 
              
                  
              
              4. LAST WORDS IN THE SYNAGOGUE 
              
              
               
                
              153:4.1 In the midst of the discussions of this 
              after meeting, one of the Pharisees from Jerusalem brought to 
              Jesus a distraught youth who was possessed of an unruly and 
              rebellious spirit. Leading this demented lad up to Jesus, he said: 
              "What can you do for such affliction as this? Can you cast out 
              devils?" And when the Master looked upon the youth, he was moved 
              with compassion and, beckoning for the lad to come to him, took 
              him by the hand and said: "You know who I am; come out of him; and 
              I charge one of your loyal fellows to see that you do not return." 
              And immediately the lad was normal and in his right mind. And this 
              is the first case where Jesus really cast an "evil spirit" out of 
              a human being. All of the previous cases were only supposed 
              possession of the devil; but this was a genuine case of demoniac 
              possession, even such as sometimes occurred in those days and 
              right up to the day of Pentecost, when the Master's spirit was 
              poured out upon all flesh, making it forever impossible for these 
              few celestial rebels to take such advantage of certain unstable 
              types of human beings.
                
              153:4.2 When the people marveled, one of the 
              Pharisees stood up and charged that Jesus could do these things 
              because he was in league with devils; that he admitted in the 
              language which he employed in casting out this devil that they 
              were known to each other; and he went on to state that the 
              religious teachers and leaders at Jerusalem had decided that Jesus 
              did all his so-called miracles by the power of Beelzebub, the 
              prince of devils. Said the Pharisee: "Have nothing to do with this 
              man; he is in partnership with Satan."
                
              153:4.3 Then said Jesus: "How can Satan cast out 
              Satan? A kingdom divided against itself cannot stand; if a house 
              be divided against itself, it is soon brought to desolation. Can a 
              city withstand a siege if it is not united? If Satan casts out 
              Satan, he is divided against himself; how then shall his kingdom 
              stand? But you should know that no one can enter into the house of 
              a strong man and despoil his goods except he first overpower and 
              bind that strong man. And so, if I by the power of Beelzebub cast 
              out devils, by whom do your sons cast them out? Therefore shall 
              they be your judges. But if I, by the spirit of God, cast out 
              devils, then has the kingdom of God truly come upon you. If you 
              were not blinded by prejudice and misled by fear and pride, you 
              would easily perceive that one who is greater than devils stands 
              in your midst. You compel me to declare that he who is not with me 
              is against me, while he who gathers not with me scatters abroad. 
              Let me utter a solemn warning to you who would presume, with your 
              eyes open and with premeditated malice, knowingly to ascribe the 
              works of God to the doings of devils! Verily, verily, I say to 
              you, all your sins shall be forgiven, even all of your 
              blasphemies, but whosoever shall blaspheme against God with 
              deliberation and wicked intention shall never obtain forgiveness. 
              Since such persistent workers of iniquity will never seek nor 
              receive forgiveness, they are guilty of the sin of eternally 
              rejecting divine forgiveness.
                
              153:4.4 "Many of you have this day come to the 
              parting of the ways; you have come to a beginning of the making of 
              the inevitable choice between the will of the Father and the 
              self-chosen ways of darkness. And as you now choose, so shall you 
              eventually be. You must either make the tree good and its fruit 
              good, or else will the tree become corrupt and its fruit corrupt. 
              I declare that in my Father's eternal kingdom the tree is known by 
              its fruits. But some of you who are as vipers, how can you, having 
              already chosen evil, bring forth good fruits? After all, out of 
              the abundance of the evil in your hearts your mouths speak."
                
              153:4.5 Then stood up another Pharisee, who 
              said: "Teacher, we would have you give us a predetermined sign 
              which we will agree upon as establishing your authority and right 
              to teach. Will you agree to such an arrangement?" And when Jesus 
              heard this, he said: "This faithless and sign-seeking generation 
              seeks a token, but no sign shall be given you other than that 
              which you already have, and that which you shall see when the Son 
              of Man departs from among you."
                
              153:4.6 And when he had finished speaking, his 
              apostles surrounded him and led him from the synagogue. In silence 
              they journeyed home with him to Bethsaida. They were all amazed 
              and somewhat terror-stricken by the sudden change in the Master's 
              teaching tactics. They were wholly unaccustomed to seeing him 
              perform in such a militant manner. 
                  
              
              5. THE SATURDAY EVENING 
              
               
                
              153:5.1 Time and again had Jesus dashed to 
              pieces the hopes of his apostles, repeatedly had he crushed their 
              fondest expectations, but no time of disappointment or season of 
              sorrow had ever equaled that which now overtook them. And, too, 
              there was now admixed with their depression a real fear for their 
              safety. They were all surprisingly startled by the suddenness and 
              completeness of the desertion of the populace. They were also 
              somewhat frightened and disconcerted by the unexpected boldness 
              and assertive determination exhibited by the Pharisees who had 
              come down from Jerusalem. But most of all they were bewildered by 
              Jesus' sudden change of tactics. Under ordinary circumstances they 
              would have welcomed the appearance of this more militant attitude, 
              but coming as it did, along with so much that was unexpected, it 
              startled them.
                
              153:5.2 And now, on top of all of these worries, 
              when they reached home, Jesus refused to eat. For hours he 
              isolated himself in one of the upper rooms. It was almost midnight 
              when Joab, the leader of the evangelists, returned and reported 
              that about one third of his associates had deserted the cause. All 
              through the evening loyal disciples had come and gone, reporting 
              that the revulsion of feeling toward the Master was general in 
              Capernaum. The leaders from Jerusalem were not slow to feed this 
              feeling of disaffection and in every way possible to seek to 
              promote the movement away from Jesus and his teachings. During 
              these trying hours the twelve women were in session over at 
              Peter's house. They were tremendously upset, but none of them 
              deserted.
                
              153:5.3 It was a little after midnight when 
              Jesus came down from the upper chamber and stood among the twelve 
              and their associates, numbering about thirty in all. He said: "I 
              recognize that this sifting of the kingdom distresses you, but it 
              is unavoidable. Still, after all the training you have had, was 
              there any good reason why you should stumble at my words? Why is 
              it that you are filled with fear and consternation when you see 
              the kingdom being divested of these lukewarm multitudes and these 
              halfhearted disciples? Why do you grieve when the new day is 
              dawning for the shining forth in new glory of the spiritual 
              teachings of the kingdom of heaven? If you find it difficult to 
              endure this test, what, then, will you do when the Son of Man must 
              return to the Father? When and how will you prepare yourselves for 
              the time when I ascend to the place whence I came to this world?
                
              153:5.4 "My beloved, you must remember that it 
              is the spirit that quickens; the flesh and all that pertains 
              thereto is of little profit. The words which I have spoken to you 
              are spirit and life. Be of good cheer! I have not deserted you. 
              Many shall be offended by the plain speaking of these days. 
              Already you have heard that many of my disciples have turned back; 
              they walk no more with me. From the beginning I knew that these 
              halfhearted believers would fall out by the way. Did I not choose 
              you twelve men and set you apart as ambassadors of the kingdom? 
              And now at such a time as this would you also desert? Let each of 
              you look to his own faith, for one of you stands in grave danger." 
              And when Jesus had finished speaking, Simon Peter said: "Yes, 
              Lord, we are sad and perplexed, but we will never forsake you. You 
              have taught us the words of eternal life. We have believed in you 
              and followed with you all this time. We will not turn back, for we 
              know that you are sent by God." And as Peter ceased speaking, they 
              all with one accord nodded their approval of his pledge of 
              loyalty.
                
              153:5.5 Then said Jesus: "Go to your rest, for 
              busy times are upon us; active days are just ahead."