The Urantia Book
              
               PAPER 137
              
               TARRYING TIME IN GALILEE
              
               
                
              137:0.1 EARLY on Saturday morning, February 23, 
              A.D. 26, Jesus came down from the hills to rejoin John's company 
              encamped at Pella. All that day Jesus mingled with the multitude. 
              He ministered to a lad who had injured himself in a fall and 
              journeyed to the near-by village of Pella to deliver the boy 
              safely into the hands of his parents.  
                 
              
              1. CHOOSING THE FIRST FOUR APOSTLES 
              
              
               
                
              137:1.1 During this Sabbath two of John's 
              leading disciples spent much time with Jesus. Of all John's 
              followers one named Andrew was the most profoundly impressed with 
              Jesus; he accompanied him on the trip to Pella with the injured 
              boy. On the way back to John's rendezvous he asked Jesus many 
              questions, and just before reaching their destination, the two 
              paused for a short talk, during which Andrew said: "I have 
              observed you ever since you came to Capernaum, and I believe you 
              are the new Teacher, and though I do not understand all your 
              teaching, I have fully made up my mind to follow you; I would sit 
              at your feet and learn the whole truth about the new kingdom." And 
              Jesus, with hearty assurance, welcomed Andrew as the first of his 
              apostles, that group of twelve who were to labor with him in the 
              work of establishing the new kingdom of God in the hearts of men. 
               
                
              137:1.2 Andrew was a silent observer of, and 
              sincere believer in, John's work, and he had a very able and 
              enthusiastic brother, named Simon, who was one of John's foremost 
              disciples. It would not be amiss to say that Simon was one of 
              John's chief supporters.
                
              137:1.3 Soon after Jesus and Andrew returned to 
              the camp, Andrew sought out his brother, Simon, and taking him 
              aside, informed him that he had settled in his own mind that Jesus 
              was the great Teacher, and that he had pledged himself as a 
              disciple. He went on to say that Jesus had accepted his proffer of 
              service and suggested that he (Simon) likewise go to Jesus and 
              offer himself for fellowship in the service of the new kingdom. 
              Said Simon: "Ever since this man came to work in Zebedee's shop, I 
              have believed he was sent by God, but what about John? Are we to 
              forsake him? Is this the right thing to do?" Whereupon they agreed 
              to go at once to consult John. John was saddened by the thought of 
              losing two of his able advisers and most promising disciples, but 
              he bravely answered their inquiries, saying: "This is but the 
              beginning; presently will my work end, and we shall all become his 
              disciples." Then Andrew beckoned to Jesus to draw aside while he 
              announced that his brother desired to join himself to the service 
              of the new kingdom. And in welcoming Simon as his second apostle, 
              Jesus said: "Simon, your enthusiasm is commendable, but it is 
              dangerous to the work of the kingdom. I admonish you to become 
              more thoughtful in your speech. I would change your name to 
              Peter."  
                
              137:1.4 The parents of the injured lad who lived 
              at Pella had besought Jesus to spend the night with them, to make 
              their house his home, and he had promised. Before leaving Andrew 
              and his brother, Jesus said, "Early on the morrow we go into 
              Galilee."  
                
              137:1.5 After Jesus had returned to Pella for 
              the night, and while Andrew and Simon were yet discussing the 
              nature of their service in the establishment of the forthcoming 
              kingdom, James and John the sons of Zebedee arrived upon the 
              scene, having just returned from their long and futile searching 
              in the hills for Jesus. When they heard Simon Peter tell how he 
              and his brother, Andrew, had become the first accepted counselors 
              of the new kingdom, and that they were to leave with their new 
              Master on the morrow for Galilee, both James and John were sad. 
              They had known Jesus for some time, and they loved him. They had 
              searched for him many days in the hills, and now they returned to 
              learn that others had been preferred before them. They inquired 
              where Jesus had gone and made haste to find him.
                
              137:1.6 Jesus was asleep when they reached his 
              abode, but they awakened him, saying: "How is it that, while we 
              who have so long lived with you are searching in the hills for 
              you, you prefer others before us and choose Andrew and Simon as 
              your first associates in the new kingdom?" Jesus answered them, 
              "Be calm in your hearts and ask yourselves, `who directed that you 
              should search for the Son of Man when he was about his Father's 
              business?'" After they had recited the details of their long 
              search in the hills, Jesus further instructed them: "You should 
              learn to search for the secret of the new kingdom in your hearts 
              and not in the hills. That which you sought was already present in 
              your souls. You are indeed my brethren -- you needed not to be 
              received by me -- already were you of the kingdom, and you should 
              be of good cheer, making ready also to go with us tomorrow into 
              Galilee." John then made bold to ask, "But, Master, will James and 
              I be associates with you in the new kingdom, even as Andrew and 
              Simon?" And Jesus, laying a hand on the shoulder of each of them, 
              said: "My brethren, you were already with me in the spirit of the 
              kingdom, even before these others made request to be received. 
              You, my brethren, have no need to make request for entrance into 
              the kingdom; you have been with me in the kingdom from the 
              beginning. Before men, others may take precedence over you, but in 
              my heart did I also number you in the councils of the kingdom, 
              even before you thought to make this request of me. And even so 
              might you have been first before men had you not been absent 
              engaged in a well-intentioned but self-appointed task of seeking 
              for one who was not lost. In the coming kingdom, be not mindful of 
              those things which foster your anxiety but rather at all times 
              concern yourselves only with doing the will of the Father who is 
              in heaven."
                
              137:1.7 James and John received the rebuke in 
              good grace; never more were they envious of Andrew and Simon. And 
              they made ready, with their two associate apostles, to depart for 
              Galilee the next morning. From this day on the term apostle was 
              employed to distinguish the chosen family of Jesus' advisers from 
              the vast multitude of believing disciples who subsequently 
              followed him.  
                
              137:1.8 Late that evening, James, John, Andrew, 
              and Simon held converse with John the Baptist, and with tearful 
              eye but steady voice the stalwart Judean prophet surrendered two 
              of his leading disciples to become the apostles of the Galilean 
              Prince of the coming kingdom. 
                 
              
              2. CHOOSING PHILIP AND NATHANIEL 
              
              
               
                
              137:2.1 Sunday morning, February 24, A.D. 26, 
              Jesus took leave of John the Baptist by the river near Pella, 
              never again to see him in the flesh.
                
              137:2.2 That day, as Jesus and his four 
              disciple-apostles departed for Galilee, there was a great tumult 
              in the camp of John's followers. The first great division was 
              about to take place. The day before, John had made his positive 
              pronouncement to Andrew and Ezra that Jesus was the Deliverer. 
              Andrew decided to follow Jesus, but Ezra rejected the 
              mild-mannered carpenter of Nazareth, proclaiming to his 
              associates: "The Prophet Daniel declares that the Son of Man will 
              come with the clouds of heaven, in power and great glory. This 
              Galilean carpenter, this Capernaum boatbuilder, cannot be the 
              Deliverer. Can such a gift of God come out of Nazareth? This Jesus 
              is a relative of John, and through much kindness of heart has our 
              teacher been deceived. Let us remain aloof from this false 
              Messiah." When John rebuked Ezra for these utterances, he drew 
              away with many disciples and hastened south. And this group 
              continued to baptize in John's name and eventually founded a sect 
              of those who believed in John but refused to accept Jesus. A 
              remnant of this group persists in Mesopotamia even to this day.  
                
              
              137:2.3 While this trouble was brewing among 
              John's followers, Jesus and his four disciple-apostles were well 
              on their way toward Galilee. Before they crossed the Jordan, to go 
              by way of Nain to Nazareth, Jesus, looking ahead and up the road, 
              saw one Philip of Bethsaida with a friend coming toward them. 
              Jesus had known Philip aforetime, and he was also well known to 
              all four of the new apostles. He was on his way with his friend 
              Nathaniel to visit John at Pella to learn more about the reported 
              coming of the kingdom of God, and he was delighted to greet Jesus. 
              Philip had been an admirer of Jesus ever since he first came to 
              Capernaum. But Nathaniel, who lived at Cana of Galilee, did not 
              know Jesus. Philip went forward to greet his friends while 
              Nathaniel rested under the shade of a tree by the roadside.
                
              137:2.4 Peter took Philip to one side and 
              proceeded to explain that they, referring to himself, Andrew, 
              James, and John, had all become associates of Jesus in the new 
              kingdom and strongly urged Philip to volunteer for service. Philip 
              was in a quandary. What should he do? Here, without a moment's 
              warning -- on the roadside near the Jordan -- there had come up 
              for immediate decision the most momentous question of a lifetime. 
              By this time he was in earnest converse with Peter, Andrew, and 
              John while Jesus was outlining to James the trip through Galilee 
              and on to Capernaum. Finally, Andrew suggested to Philip, "Why not 
              ask the Teacher?"
                
              137:2.5 It suddenly dawned on Philip that Jesus 
              was a really great man, possibly the Messiah, and he decided to 
              abide by Jesus' decision in this matter; and he went straight to 
              him, asking, "Teacher, shall I go down to John or shall I join my 
              friends who follow you?" And Jesus answered, "Follow me." Philip 
              was thrilled with the assurance that he had found the Deliverer.  
                
              137:2.6 Philip now motioned to the group to 
              remain where they were while he hurried back to break the news of 
              his decision to his friend Nathaniel, who still tarried behind 
              under the mulberry tree, turning over in his mind the many things 
              which he had heard concerning John the Baptist, the coming 
              kingdom, and the expected Messiah. Philip broke in upon these 
              meditations, exclaiming, "I have found the Deliverer, him of whom 
              Moses and the prophets wrote and whom John has proclaimed." 
              Nathaniel, looking up, inquired, "Whence comes this teacher?" And 
              Philip replied, "He is Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph, the 
              carpenter, more recently residing at Capernaum." And then, 
              somewhat shocked, Nathaniel asked, "Can any such good thing come 
              out of Nazareth?" But Philip, taking him by the arm, said, "Come 
              and see."
                
              137:2.7 Philip led Nathaniel to Jesus, who, 
              looking benignly into the face of the sincere doubter, said: 
              "Behold a genuine Israelite, in whom there is no deceit. Follow 
              me." And Nathaniel, turning to Philip, said: "You are right. He is 
              indeed a master of men. I will also follow, if I am worthy." And 
              Jesus nodded to Nathaniel, again saying, "Follow me."  
                
              137:2.8 Jesus had now assembled one half of his 
              future corps of intimate associates, five who had for some time 
              known him and one stranger, Nathaniel. Without further delay they 
              crossed the Jordan and, going by the village of Nain, reached 
              Nazareth late that evening.
                
              137:2.9 They all remained overnight with Joseph 
              in Jesus' boyhood home. The associates of Jesus little understood 
              why their new-found teacher was so concerned with completely 
              destroying every vestige of his writing which remained about the 
              home in the form of the ten commandments and other mottoes and 
              sayings. But this proceeding, together with the fact that they 
              never saw him subsequently write -- except upon the dust or in the 
              sand -- made a deep impression upon their minds.  
                 
              
              3. THE VISIT TO CAPERNAUM 
              
               
                
              137:3.1 The next day Jesus sent his apostles on 
              to Cana, since all of them were invited to the wedding of a 
              prominent young woman of that town, while he prepared to pay a 
              hurried visit to his mother at Capernaum, stopping at Magdala to 
              see his brother Jude.
                
              137:3.2 Before leaving Nazareth, the new 
              associates of Jesus told Joseph and other members of Jesus' family 
              about the wonderful events of the then recent past and gave free 
              expression to their belief that Jesus was the long-expected 
              deliverer. And these members of Jesus' family talked all this 
              over, and Joseph said: "Maybe, after all, Mother was right -- 
              maybe our strange brother is the coming king."
                
              137:3.3 Jude was present at Jesus' baptism and, 
              with his brother James, had become a firm believer in Jesus' 
              mission on earth. Although both James and Jude were much perplexed 
              as to the nature of their brother's mission, their mother had 
              resurrected all her early hopes of Jesus as the Messiah, the son 
              of David, and she encouraged her sons to have faith in their 
              brother as the deliverer of Israel.  
                
              137:3.4 Jesus arrived in Capernaum Monday night, 
              but he did not go to his own home, where lived James and his 
              mother; he went directly to the home of Zebedee. All his friends 
              at Capernaum saw a great and pleasant change in him. Once more he 
              seemed to be comparatively cheerful and more like himself as he 
              was during the earlier years at Nazareth. For years previous to 
              his baptism and the isolation periods just before and just after, 
              he had grown increasingly serious and self-contained. Now he 
              seemed quite like his old self to all of them. There was about him 
              something of majestic import and exalted aspect, but he was once 
              again lighthearted and joyful.
                
              137:3.5 Mary was thrilled with expectation. She 
              anticipated that the promise of Gabriel was nearing fulfillment. 
              She expected all Palestine soon to be startled and stunned by the 
              miraculous revelation of her son as the supernatural king of the 
              Jews. But to all of the many questions which his mother, James, 
              Jude, and Zebedee asked, Jesus only smilingly replied: "It is 
              better that I tarry here for a while; I must do the will of my 
              Father who is in heaven."  
                
              137:3.6 On the next day, Tuesday, they all 
              journeyed over to Cana for the wedding of Naomi, which was to take 
              place on the following day. And in spite of Jesus' repeated 
              warnings that they tell no man about him "until the Father's hour 
              shall come," they insisted on quietly spreading the news abroad 
              that they had found the Deliverer. They each confidently expected 
              that Jesus would inaugurate his assumption of Messianic authority 
              at the forthcoming wedding at Cana, and that he would do so with 
              great power and sublime grandeur. They remembered what had been 
              told them about the phenomena attendant upon his baptism, and they 
              believed that his future course on earth would be marked by 
              increasing manifestations of supernatural wonders and miraculous 
              demonstrations. Accordingly, the entire countryside was preparing 
              to gather together at Cana for the wedding feast of Naomi and 
              Johab the son of Nathan.
                
              137:3.7 Mary had not been so joyous in years. 
              She journeyed to Cana in the spirit of the queen mother on the way 
              to witness the coronation of her son. Not since he was thirteen 
              years old had Jesus' family and friends seen him so carefree and 
              happy, so thoughtful and understanding of the wishes and desires 
              of his associates, so touchingly sympathetic. And so they all 
              whispered among themselves, in small groups, wondering what was 
              going to happen. What would this strange person do next? How would 
              he usher in the glory of the coming kingdom? And they were all 
              thrilled with the thought that they were to be present to see the 
              revelation of the might and power of Israel's God.  
                 
              
              4. THE WEDDING AT CANA 
              
               
                
              137:4.1 By noon on Wednesday almost a thousand 
              guests had arrived in Cana, more than four times the number bidden 
              to the wedding feast. It was a Jewish custom to celebrate weddings 
              on Wednesday, and the invitations had been sent abroad for the 
              wedding one month previously. In the forenoon and early afternoon 
              it appeared more like a public reception for Jesus than a wedding. 
              Everybody wanted to greet this near-famous Galilean, and he was 
              most cordial to all, young and old, Jew and gentile. And everybody 
              rejoiced when Jesus consented to lead the preliminary wedding 
              procession.
                
              137:4.2 Jesus was now thoroughly self-conscious 
              regarding his human existence, his divine pre-existence, and the 
              status of his combined, or fused, human and divine natures. With 
              perfect poise he could at one moment enact the human role or 
              immediately assume the personality prerogatives of the divine 
              nature.
                
              137:4.3 As the day wore on, Jesus became 
              increasingly conscious that the people were expecting him to 
              perform some wonder; more especially he recognized that his family 
              and his six disciple-apostles were looking for him appropriately 
              to announce his forthcoming kingdom by some startling and 
              supernatural manifestation.
                
              137:4.4 Early in the afternoon Mary summoned 
              James, and together they made bold to approach Jesus to inquire if 
              he would admit them to his confidence to the extent of informing 
              them at what hour and at what point in connection with the wedding 
              ceremonies he had planned to manifest himself as the "supernatural 
              one." No sooner had they spoken of these matters to Jesus than 
              they saw they had aroused his characteristic indignation. He said 
              only: "If you love me, then be willing to tarry with me while I 
              wait upon the will of my Father who is in heaven." But the 
              eloquence of his rebuke lay in the expression of his face.
                
              137:4.5 This move of his mother was a great 
              disappointment to the human Jesus, and he was much sobered by his 
              reaction to her suggestive proposal that he permit himself to 
              indulge in some outward demonstration of his divinity. That was 
              one of the very things he had decided not to do when so recently 
              isolated in the hills. For several hours Mary was much depressed. 
              She said to James: "I cannot understand him; what can it all mean? 
              Is there no end to his strange conduct?" James and Jude tried to 
              comfort their mother, while Jesus withdrew for an hour's solitude. 
              But he returned to the gathering and was once more lighthearted 
              and joyous.  
                
              137:4.6 The wedding proceeded with a hush of 
              expectancy, but the entire ceremony was finished and not a move, 
              not a word, from the honored guest. Then it was whispered about 
              that the carpenter and boatbuilder, announced by John as "the 
              Deliverer," would show his hand during the evening festivities, 
              perhaps at the wedding supper. But all expectance of such a 
              demonstration was effectually removed from the minds of his six 
              disciple-apostles when he called them together just before the 
              wedding supper and, in great earnestness, said: "Think not that I 
              have come to this place to work some wonder for the gratification 
              of the curious or for the conviction of those who doubt. Rather 
              are we here to wait upon the will of our Father who is in heaven." 
              But when Mary and the others saw him in consultation with his 
              associates, they were fully persuaded in their own minds that 
              something extraordinary was about to happen. And they all sat down 
              to enjoy the wedding supper and the evening of festive good 
              fellowship.  
                
              137:4.7 The father of the bridegroom had 
              provided plenty of wine for all the guests bidden to the marriage 
              feast, but how was he to know that the marriage of his son was to 
              become an event so closely associated with the expected 
              manifestation of Jesus as the Messianic deliverer? He was 
              delighted to have the honor of numbering the celebrated Galilean 
              among his guests, but before the wedding supper was over, the 
              servants brought him the disconcerting news that the wine was 
              running short. By the time the formal supper had ended and the 
              guests were strolling about in the garden, the mother of the 
              bridegroom confided to Mary that the supply of wine was exhausted. 
              And Mary confidently said: "Have no worry -- I will speak to my 
              son. He will help us." And thus did she presume to speak, 
              notwithstanding the rebuke of but a few hours before.
                
              137:4.8 Throughout a period of many years, Mary 
              had always turned to Jesus for help in every crisis of their home 
              life at Nazareth so that it was only natural for her to think of 
              him at this time. But this ambitious mother had still other 
              motives for appealing to her eldest son on this occasion. As Jesus 
              was standing alone in a corner of the garden, his mother 
              approached him, saying, "My son, they have no wine." And Jesus 
              answered, "My good woman, what have I to do with that?" Said Mary, 
              "But I believe your hour has come; cannot you help us?" Jesus 
              replied: "Again I declare that I have not come to do things in 
              this wise. Why do you trouble me again with these matters?" And 
              then, breaking down in tears, Mary entreated him, "But, my son, I 
              promised them that you would help us; won't you please do 
              something for me?" And then spoke Jesus: "Woman, what have you to 
              do with making such promises? See that you do it not again. We 
              must in all things wait upon the will of the Father in heaven."
                
              137:4.9 Mary the mother of Jesus was crushed; 
              she was stunned! As she stood there before him motionless, with 
              the tears streaming down her face, the human heart of Jesus was 
              overcome with compassion for the woman who had borne him in the 
              flesh; and bending forward, he laid his hand tenderly upon her 
              head, saying: "Now, now, Mother Mary, grieve not over my 
              apparently hard sayings, for have I not many times told you that I 
              have come only to do the will of my heavenly Father? Most gladly 
              would I do what you ask of me if it were a part of the Father's 
              will --" and Jesus stopped short, he hesitated. Mary seemed to 
              sense that something was happening. Leaping up, she threw her arms 
              around Jesus' neck, kissed him, and rushed off to the servants' 
              quarters, saying, "Whatever my son says, that do." But Jesus said 
              nothing. He now realized that he had already said -- or rather 
              desirefully thought -- too much.
                
              137:4.10 Mary was dancing with glee. She did not 
              know how the wine would be produced, but she confidently believed 
              that she had finally persuaded her first-born son to assert his 
              authority, to dare to step forth and claim his position and 
              exhibit his Messianic power. And, because of the presence and 
              association of certain universe powers and personalities, of which 
              all those present were wholly ignorant, she was not to be 
              disappointed. The wine Mary desired and which Jesus, the God-man, 
              humanly and sympathetically wished for, was forthcoming.
                
              137:4.11 Near at hand stood six waterpots of 
              stone, filled with water, holding about twenty gallons apiece. 
              This water was intended for subsequent use in the final 
              purification ceremonies of the wedding celebration. The commotion 
              of the servants about these huge stone vessels, under the busy 
              direction of his mother, attracted Jesus' attention, and going 
              over, he observed that they were drawing wine out of them by the 
              pitcherful.
                
              137:4.12 It was gradually dawning upon Jesus 
              what had happened. Of all persons present at the marriage feast of 
              Cana, Jesus was the most surprised. Others had expected him to 
              work a wonder, but that was just what he had purposed not to do. 
              And then the Son of Man recalled the admonition of his 
              Personalized Thought Adjuster in the hills. He recounted how the 
              Adjuster had warned him about the inability of any power or 
              personality to deprive him of the creator prerogative of 
              independence of time. On this occasion power transformers, 
              midwayers, and all other required personalities were assembled 
              near the water and other necessary elements, and in the face of 
              the expressed wish of the Universe Creator Sovereign, there was no 
              escaping the instantaneous appearance of wine. And this 
              occurrence was made doubly certain since the Personalized Adjuster 
              had signified that the execution of the Son's desire was in no way 
              a contravention of the Father's will.
                
              137:4.13 But this was in no sense a miracle. No 
              law of nature was modified, abrogated, or even transcended. 
              Nothing happened but the abrogation of time in association 
              with the celestial assembly of the chemical elements requisite for 
              the elaboration of the wine. At Cana on this occasion the agents 
              of the Creator made wine just as they do by the ordinary natural 
              processes except that they did it independently of time and 
              with the intervention of superhuman agencies in the matter of the 
              space assembly of the necessary chemical ingredients.
                
              137:4.14 Furthermore it was evident that the 
              enactment of this so-called miracle was not contrary to the will 
              of the Paradise Father, else it would not have transpired, since 
              Jesus had already subjected himself in all things to the Father's 
              will. 
                
              137:4.15 When the servants drew this new wine 
              and carried it to the best man, the "ruler of the feast," and when 
              he had tasted it, he called to the bridegroom, saying: "It is the 
              custom to set out first the good wine and, when the guests have 
              well drunk, to bring forth the inferior fruit of the vine; but you 
              have kept the best of the wine until the last of the feast."
                
              137:4.16 Mary and the disciples of Jesus were 
              greatly rejoiced at the supposed miracle which they thought Jesus 
              had intentionally performed, but Jesus withdrew to a sheltered 
              nook of the garden and engaged in serious thought for a few brief 
              moments. He finally decided that the episode was beyond his 
              personal control under the circumstances and, not being adverse to 
              his Father's will, was inevitable. When he returned to the people, 
              they regarded him with awe; they all believed in him as the 
              Messiah. But Jesus was sorely perplexed, knowing that they 
              believed in him only because of the unusual occurrence which they 
              had just inadvertently beheld. Again Jesus retired for a season to 
              the housetop that he might think it all over.
                
              137:4.17 Jesus now fully comprehended that he 
              must constantly be on guard lest his indulgence of sympathy and 
              pity become responsible for repeated episodes of this sort. 
              Nevertheless, many similar events occurred before the Son of Man 
              took final leave of his mortal life in the flesh.  
                 
              
              5. BACK IN CAPERNAUM 
              
               
                
              137:5.1 Though many of the guests remained for 
              the full week of wedding festivities, Jesus, with his newly chosen 
              disciple-apostles -- James, John, Andrew, Peter, Philip, and 
              Nathaniel -- departed very early the next morning for Capernaum, 
              going away without taking leave of anyone. Jesus' family and all 
              his friends in Cana were much distressed because he so suddenly 
              left them, and Jude, Jesus' youngest brother, set out in search of 
              him. Jesus and his apostles went directly to the home of Zebedee 
              at Bethsaida. On this journey Jesus talked over many things of 
              importance to the coming kingdom with his newly chosen associates 
              and especially warned them to make no mention of the turning of 
              the water into wine. He also advised them to avoid the cities of 
              Sepphoris and Tiberias in their future work.
                
              137:5.2 After supper that evening, in this home 
              of Zebedee and Salome, there was held one of the most important 
              conferences of all Jesus' earthly career. Only the six apostles 
              were present at this meeting; Jude arrived as they were about to 
              separate. These six chosen men had journeyed from Cana to 
              Bethsaida with Jesus, walking, as it were, on air. They were alive 
              with expectancy and thrilled with the thought of having been 
              selected as close associates of the Son of Man. But when Jesus set 
              out to make clear to them who he was and what was to be his 
              mission on earth and how it might possibly end, they were stunned. 
              They could not grasp what he was telling them. They were 
              speechless; even Peter was crushed beyond expression. Only the 
              deep-thinking Andrew dared to make reply to Jesus' words of 
              counsel. When Jesus perceived that they did not comprehend his 
              message, when he saw that their ideas of the Jewish Messiah were 
              so completely crystallized, he sent them to their rest while he 
              walked and talked with his brother Jude. And before Jude took 
              leave of Jesus, he said with much feeling: "My father-brother, I 
              never have understood you. I do not know of a certainty whether 
              you are what my mother has taught us, and I do not fully 
              comprehend the coming kingdom, but I do know you are a mighty man 
              of God. I heard the voice at the Jordan, and I am a believer in 
              you, no matter who you are." And when he had spoken, he departed, 
              going to his own home at Magdala.
                
              137:5.3 That night Jesus did not sleep. Donning 
              his evening wraps, he sat out on the lake shore thinking, thinking 
              until the dawn of the next day. In the long hours of that night of 
              meditation Jesus came clearly to comprehend that he never would be 
              able to make his followers see him in any other light than as the 
              long-expected Messiah. At last he recognized that there was no way 
              to launch his message of the kingdom except as the fulfillment of 
              John's prediction and as the one for whom the Jews were looking. 
              After all, though he was not the Davidic type of Messiah, he was 
              truly the fulfillment of the prophetic utterances of the more 
              spiritually minded of the olden seers. Never again did he wholly 
              deny that he was the Messiah. He decided to leave the final 
              untangling of this complicated situation to the outworking of the 
              Father's will.
                
              137:5.4 The next morning Jesus joined his 
              friends at breakfast, but they were a cheerless group. He visited 
              with them and at the end of the meal gathered them about him, 
              saying: "It is my Father's will that we tarry hereabouts for a 
              season. You have heard John say that he came to prepare the way 
              for the kingdom; therefore it behooves us to await the completion 
              of John's preaching. When the forerunner of the Son of Man shall 
              have finished his work, we will begin the proclamation of the good 
              tidings of the kingdom." He directed his apostles to return to 
              their nets while he made ready to go with Zebedee to the boatshop, 
              promising to see them the next day at the synagogue, where he was 
              to speak, and appointing a conference with them that Sabbath 
              afternoon. 
                  
              
              6. THE EVENTS OF A SABBATH DAY 
              
              
               
                
              137:6.1 Jesus' first public appearance following 
              his baptism was in the Capernaum synagogue on Sabbath, March 2, 
              A.D. The synagogue was crowded to overflowing. The story of the 
              baptism in the Jordan was now augmented by the fresh news from 
              Cana about the water and the wine. Jesus gave seats of honor to 
              his six apostles, and seated with them were his brothers in the 
              flesh James and Jude. His mother, having returned to Capernaum 
              with James the evening before, was also present, being seated in 
              the women's section of the synagogue. The entire audience was on 
              edge; they expected to behold some extraordinary manifestation of 
              supernatural power which would be a fitting testimony to the 
              nature and authority of him who was that day to speak to them. But 
              they were destined to disappointment.
                
              137:6.2 When Jesus stood up, the ruler of the 
              synagogue handed him the Scripture roll, and he read from the 
              Prophet Isaiah: "Thus says the Lord: `The heaven is my throne, and 
              the earth is my footstool. Where is the house that you built for 
              me? And where is the place of my dwelling? All these things have 
              my hands made,' says the Lord. `But to this man will I look, even 
              to him who is poor and of a contrite spirit, and who trembles at 
              my word.' Hear the word of the Lord, you who tremble and fear: 
              `Your brethren hated you and cast you out for my name's sake.' But 
              let the Lord be glorified. He shall appear to you in joy, and all 
              others shall be ashamed. A voice from the city, a voice from the 
              temple, a voice from the Lord says: `Before she travailed, she 
              brought forth; before her pain came, she was delivered of a man 
              child.' Who has heard such a thing? Shall the earth be made to 
              bring forth in one day? Or can a nation be born at once? But thus 
              says the Lord: `Behold I will extend peace like a river, and the 
              glory of even the gentiles shall be like a flowing stream. As one 
              whom his mother comforts, so will I comfort you. And you shall be 
              comforted even in Jerusalem. And when you see these things, your 
              heart shall rejoice.'" 
                
              137:6.3 When he had finished this reading, Jesus 
              handed the roll back to its keeper. Before sitting down, he simply 
              said: "Be patient and you shall see the glory of God; even so 
              shall it be with all those who tarry with me and thus learn to do 
              the will of my Father who is in heaven." And the people went to 
              their homes, wondering what was the meaning of all this.  
                
              137:6.4 That afternoon Jesus and his apostles, 
              with James and Jude, entered a boat and pulled down the shore a 
              little way, where they anchored while he talked to them about the 
              coming kingdom. And they understood more than they had on Thursday 
              night.
                
              137:6.5 Jesus instructed them to take up their 
              regular duties until "the hour of the kingdom comes." And to 
              encourage them, he set an example by going back regularly to work 
              in the boatshop. In explaining that they should spend three hours 
              every evening in study and preparation for their future work, 
              Jesus further said: "We will all remain hereabout until the Father 
              bids me call you. Each of you must now return to his accustomed 
              work just as if nothing had happened. Tell no man about me and 
              remember that my kingdom is not to come with noise and glamor, but 
              rather must it come through the great change which my Father will 
              have wrought in your hearts and in the hearts of those who shall 
              be called to join you in the councils of the kingdom. You are now 
              my friends; I trust you and I love you; you are soon to become my 
              personal associates. Be patient, be gentle. Be ever obedient to 
              the Father's will. Make yourselves ready for the call of the 
              kingdom. While you will experience great joy in the service of my 
              Father, you should also be prepared for trouble, for I warn you 
              that it will be only through much tribulation that many will enter 
              the kingdom. But those who have found the kingdom, their joy will 
              be full, and they shall be called the blest of all the earth. But 
              do not entertain false hope; the world will stumble at my words. 
              Even you, my friends, do not fully perceive what I am unfolding to 
              your confused minds. Make no mistake; we go forth to labor for a 
              generation of sign seekers. They will demand wonder-working as the 
              proof that I am sent by my Father, and they will be slow to 
              recognize in the revelation of my Father's love the 
              credentials of my mission."
                
              137:6.6 That evening, when they had returned to 
              the land, before they went their way, Jesus, standing by the 
              water's edge, prayed: "My Father, I thank you for these little 
              ones who, in spite of their doubts, even now believe. And for 
              their sakes have I set myself apart to do your will. And now may 
              they learn to be one, even as we are one."  
                 
              
              7. FOUR MONTHS OF TRAINING 
              
               
                
              137:7.1 For four long months -- March, April, 
              May, and June -- this tarrying time continued; Jesus held over one 
              hundred long and earnest, though cheerful and joyous, sessions 
              with these six associates and his own brother James. Owing to 
              sickness in his family, Jude seldom was able to attend these 
              classes. James, Jesus' brother, did not lose faith in him, but 
              during these months of delay and inaction Mary nearly despaired of 
              her son. Her faith, raised to such heights at Cana, now sank to 
              new low levels. She could only fall back on her so oft-repeated 
              exclamation: "I cannot understand him. I cannot figure out what it 
              all means." But James's wife did much to bolster Mary's courage.
                
              137:7.2 Throughout these four months these seven 
              believers, one his own brother in the flesh, were getting 
              acquainted with Jesus; they were getting used to the idea of 
              living with this God-man. Though they called him Rabbi, they were 
              learning not to be afraid of him. Jesus possessed that matchless 
              grace of personality which enabled him so to live among them that 
              they were not dismayed by his divinity. They found it really easy 
              to be "friends with God," God incarnate in the likeness of mortal 
              flesh. This time of waiting severely tested the entire group of 
              believers. Nothing, absolutely nothing, miraculous happened. Day 
              by day they went about their ordinary work, while night after 
              night they sat at Jesus' feet. And they were held together by his 
              matchless personality and by the gracious words which he spoke to 
              them evening upon evening.
                
              137:7.3 This period of waiting and teaching was 
              especially hard on Simon Peter. He repeatedly sought to persuade 
              Jesus to launch forth with the preaching of the kingdom in Galilee 
              while John continued to preach in Judea. But Jesus' reply to Peter 
              ever was: "Be patient, Simon. Make progress. We shall be none too 
              ready when the Father calls." And Andrew would calm Peter now and 
              then with his more seasoned and philosophic counsel. Andrew was 
              tremendously impressed with the human naturalness of Jesus. He 
              never grew weary of contemplating how one who could live so near 
              God could be so friendly and considerate of men.
                
              137:7.4 Throughout this entire period Jesus 
              spoke in the synagogue but twice. By the end of these many weeks 
              of waiting the reports about his baptism and the wine of Cana had 
              begun to quiet down. And Jesus saw to it that no more apparent 
              miracles happened during this time. But even though they lived so 
              quietly at Bethsaida, reports of the strange doings of Jesus had 
              been carried to Herod Antipas, who in turn sent spies to ascertain 
              what he was about. But Herod was more concerned about the 
              preaching of John. He decided not to molest Jesus, whose work 
              continued along so quietly at Capernaum.
                
              137:7.5 In this time of waiting Jesus endeavored 
              to teach his associates what their attitude should be toward the 
              various religious groups and the political parties of Palestine. 
              Jesus' words always were, "We are seeking to win all of them, but 
              we are not of any of them."  
                
              137:7.6 The scribes and rabbis, taken together, 
              were called Pharisees. They referred to themselves as the 
              "associates." In many ways they were the progressive group among 
              the Jews, having adopted many teachings not clearly found in the 
              Hebrew scriptures, such as belief in the resurrection of the dead, 
              a doctrine only mentioned by a later prophet, Daniel.  
                
              137:7.7 The Sadducees consisted of the 
              priesthood and certain wealthy Jews. They were not such sticklers 
              for the details of law enforcement. The Pharisees and Sadducees 
              were really religious parties, rather than sects.  
                
              137:7.8 The Essenes were a true religious sect, 
              originating during the Maccabean revolt, whose requirements were 
              in some respects more exacting than those of the Pharisees. They 
              had adopted many Persian beliefs and practices, lived as a 
              brotherhood in monasteries, refrained from marriage, and had all 
              things in common. They specialized in teachings about angels.
              
                
              137:7.9 The Zealots were a group of intense 
              Jewish patriots. They advocated that any and all methods were 
              justified in the struggle to escape the bondage of the Roman yoke.
              
                 
              137:7.10 The Herodians were a purely political 
              party that advocated emancipation from the direct Roman rule by a 
              restoration of the Herodian dynasty.
                 
              137:7.11 In the very midst of Palestine there 
              lived the Samaritans, with whom "the Jews had no dealings," 
              notwithstanding that they held many views similar to the Jewish 
              teachings.
                 
              137:7.12 All of these parties and sects, 
              including the smaller Nazarite brotherhood, believed in the 
              sometime coming of the Messiah. They all looked for a national 
              deliverer. But Jesus was very positive in making it clear that he 
              and his disciples would not become allied to any of these schools 
              of thought or practice. The Son of Man was to be neither a 
              Nazarite nor an Essene.
                
              137:7.13 While Jesus later directed that the 
              apostles should go forth, as John had, preaching the gospel and 
              instructing believers, he laid emphasis on the proclamation of the 
              "good tidings of the kingdom of heaven." He unfailingly impressed 
              upon his associates that they must "show forth love, compassion, 
              and sympathy." He early taught his followers that the kingdom of 
              heaven was a spiritual experience having to do with the 
              enthronement of God in the hearts of men.
                
              137:7.14 As they thus tarried before embarking 
              on their active public preaching, Jesus and the seven spent two 
              evenings each week at the synagogue in the study of the Hebrew 
              scriptures. In later years after seasons of intense public work, 
              the apostles looked back upon these four months as the most 
              precious and profitable of all their association with the Master. 
              Jesus taught these men all they could assimilate. He did not make 
              the mistake of overteaching them. He did not precipitate confusion 
              by the presentation of truth too far beyond their capacity to 
              comprehend. 
                  
              
              8. SERMON ON THE KINGDOM 
              
               
                
              137:8.1 On Sabbath, June 22, shortly before they 
              went out on their first preaching tour and about ten days after 
              John's imprisonment, Jesus occupied the synagogue pulpit for the 
              second time since bringing his apostles to Capernaum.
                
              137:8.2 A few days before the preaching of this 
              sermon on "The Kingdom," as Jesus was at work in the boatshop, 
              Peter brought him the news of John's arrest. Jesus laid down his 
              tools once more, removed his apron, and said to Peter: "The 
              Father's hour has come. Let us make ready to proclaim the gospel 
              of the kingdom."
                
              137:8.3 Jesus did his last work at the carpenter 
              bench on this Tuesday, June 18, A.D. Peter rushed out of the shop 
              and by midafternoon had rounded up all of his associates, and 
              leaving them in a grove by the shore, he went in quest of Jesus. 
              But he could not find him, for the Master had gone to a different 
              grove to pray. And they did not see him until late that evening 
              when he returned to Zebedee's house and asked for food. The next 
              day he sent his brother James to ask for the privilege of speaking 
              in the synagogue the coming Sabbath day. And the ruler of the 
              synagogue was much pleased that Jesus was again willing to conduct 
              the service.
                
              137:8.4 Before Jesus preached this memorable 
              sermon on the kingdom of God, the first pretentious effort of his 
              public career, he read from the Scriptures these passages: "You 
              shall be to me a kingdom of priests, a holy people. Yahweh is our 
              judge, Yahweh is our lawgiver, Yahweh is our king; he will save 
              us. Yahweh is my king and my God. He is a great king over all the 
              earth. Loving-kindness is upon Israel in this kingdom. Blessed be 
              the glory of the Lord for he is our King."
                
              137:8.5 When he had finished reading, Jesus 
              said:
                 
              137:8.6 "I have come to proclaim the 
              establishment of the Father's kingdom. And this kingdom shall 
              include the worshiping souls of Jew and gentile, rich and poor, 
              free and bond, for my Father is no respecter of persons; his love 
              and his mercy are over all.
                
              137:8.7 "The Father in heaven sends his spirit 
              to indwell the minds of men, and when I shall have finished my 
              work on earth, likewise shall the Spirit of Truth be poured out 
              upon all flesh. And the spirit of my Father and the Spirit of 
              Truth shall establish you in the coming kingdom of spiritual 
              understanding and divine righteousness. My kingdom is not of this 
              world. The Son of Man will not lead forth armies in battle for the 
              establishment of a throne of power or a kingdom of worldly glory. 
              When my kingdom shall have come, you shall know the Son of Man as 
              the Prince of Peace, the revelation of the everlasting Father. The 
              children of this world fight for the establishment and enlargement 
              of the kingdoms of this world, but my disciples shall enter the 
              kingdom of heaven by their moral decisions and by their spirit 
              victories; and when they once enter therein, they shall find joy, 
              righteousness, and eternal life.
                
              137:8.8 "Those who first seek to enter the 
              kingdom, thus beginning to strive for a nobility of character like 
              that of my Father, shall presently possess all else that is 
              needful. But I say to you in all sincerity: Unless you seek 
              entrance into the kingdom with the faith and trusting dependence 
              of a little child, you shall in no wise gain admission.
                
              137:8.9 "Be not deceived by those who come 
              saying here is the kingdom or there is the kingdom, for my 
              Father's kingdom concerns not things visible and material. And 
              this kingdom is even now among you, for where the spirit of God 
              teaches and leads the soul of man, there in reality is the kingdom 
              of heaven. And this kingdom of God is righteousness, peace, and 
              joy in the Holy Spirit.
                
              137:8.10 "John did indeed baptize you in token 
              of repentance and for the remission of your sins, but when you 
              enter the heavenly kingdom, you will be baptized with the Holy 
              Spirit.
                
              137:8.11 "In my Father's kingdom there shall be 
              neither Jew nor gentile, only those who seek perfection through 
              service, for I declare that he who would be great in my Father's 
              kingdom must first become server of all. If you are willing to 
              serve your fellows, you shall sit down with me in my kingdom, even 
              as, by serving in the similitude of the creature, I shall 
              presently sit down with my Father in his kingdom.
                
              137:8.12 "This new kingdom is like a seed 
              growing in the good soil of a field. It does not attain full fruit 
              quickly. There is an interval of time between the establishment of 
              the kingdom in the soul of man and that hour when the kingdom 
              ripens into the full fruit of everlasting righteousness and 
              eternal salvation.
                
              137:8.13 "And this kingdom which I declare to 
              you is not a reign of power and plenty. The kingdom of heaven is 
              not a matter of meat and drink but rather a life of progressive 
              righteousness and increasing joy in the perfecting service of my 
              Father who is in heaven. For has not the Father said of his 
              children of the world, `It is my will that they should eventually 
              be perfect, even as I am perfect.'
                
              137:8.14 "I have come to preach the glad tidings 
              of the kingdom. I have not come to add to the heavy burdens of 
              those who would enter this kingdom. I proclaim the new and better 
              way, and those who are able to enter the coming kingdom shall 
              enjoy the divine rest. And whatever it shall cost you in the 
              things of the world, no matter what price you may pay to enter the 
              kingdom of heaven, you shall receive manyfold more of joy and 
              spiritual progress in this world, and in the age to come eternal 
              life.
                
              137:8.15 "Entrance into the Father's kingdom 
              waits not upon marching armies, upon overturned kingdoms of this 
              world, nor upon the breaking of captive yokes. The kingdom of 
              heaven is at hand, and all who enter therein shall find abundant 
              liberty and joyous salvation.
                
              137:8.16 "This kingdom is an everlasting 
              dominion. Those who enter the kingdom shall ascend to my Father; 
              they will certainly attain the right hand of his glory in 
              Paradise. And all who enter the kingdom of heaven shall become the 
              sons of God, and in the age to come so shall they ascend to the 
              Father. And I have not come to call the would-be righteous but 
              sinners and all who hunger and thirst for the righteousness of 
              divine perfection.
                
              137:8.17 "John came preaching repentance to 
              prepare you for the kingdom; now have I come proclaiming faith, 
              the gift of God, as the price of entrance into the kingdom of 
              heaven. If you would but believe that my Father loves you with an 
              infinite love, then you are in the kingdom of God." 
                 
              137:8.18 When he had thus spoken, he sat down. 
              All who heard him were astonished at his words. His disciples 
              marveled. But the people were not prepared to receive the good 
              news from the lips of this God-man. About one third who heard him 
              believed the message even though they could not fully comprehend 
              it; about one third prepared in their hearts to reject such a 
              purely spiritual concept of the expected kingdom, while the 
              remaining one third could not grasp his teaching, many truly 
              believing that he "was beside himself."