The Urantia Book
              
               PAPER 133
              
               THE RETURN FROM ROME
              
               
                
              133:0.1 WHEN preparing to leave Rome, Jesus said 
              good-bye to none of his friends. The scribe of Damascus appeared 
              in Rome without announcement and disappeared in like manner. It 
              was a full year before those who knew and loved him gave up hope 
              of seeing him again. Before the end of the second year small 
              groups of those who had known him found themselves drawn together 
              by their common interest in his teachings and through mutual 
              memory of their good times with him. And these small groups of 
              Stoics, Cynics, and mystery cultists continued to hold these 
              irregular and informal meetings right up to the time of the 
              appearance in Rome of the first preachers of the Christian 
              religion.  
                
              133:0.2 Gonod and Ganid had purchased so many 
              things in Alexandria and Rome that they sent all their belongings 
              on ahead by pack train to Tarentum, while the three travelers 
              walked leisurely across Italy over the great Appian Way. On this 
              journey they encountered all sorts of human beings. Many noble 
              Roman citizens and Greek colonists lived along this road, but 
              already the progeny of great numbers of inferior slaves were 
              beginning to make their appearance.  
                
              133:0.3 One day while resting at lunch, about 
              halfway to Tarentum, Ganid asked Jesus a direct question as to 
              what he thought of India's caste system. Said Jesus: "Though human 
              beings differ in many ways, the one from another, before God and 
              in the spiritual world all mortals stand on an equal footing. 
              There are only two groups of mortals in the eyes of God: those who 
              desire to do his will and those who do not. As the universe looks 
              upon an inhabited world, it likewise discerns two great classes: 
              those who know God and those who do not. Those who cannot know God 
              are reckoned among the animals of any given realm. Mankind can 
              appropriately be divided into many classes in accordance with 
              differing qualifications, as they may be viewed physically, 
              mentally, socially, vocationally, or morally, but as these 
              different classes of mortals appear before the judgment bar of 
              God, they stand on an equal footing; God is truly no respecter of 
              persons. Although you cannot escape the recognition of 
              differential human abilities and endowments in matters 
              intellectual, social, and moral, you should make no such 
              distinctions in the spiritual brotherhood of men when assembled 
              for worship in the presence of God."  
                 
              
              1. MERCY AND JUSTICE 
              
               
                
              133:1.1 A very interesting incident occurred one 
              afternoon by the roadside as they neared Tarentum. They observed a 
              rough and bullying youth brutally attacking a smaller lad. Jesus 
              hastened to the assistance of the assaulted youth, and when he had 
              rescued him, he tightly held on to the offender until the smaller 
              lad had made his escape. The moment Jesus released the little 
              bully, Ganid pounced upon the boy and began soundly to thrash him, 
              and to Ganid's astonishment Jesus promptly interfered. After he 
              had restrained Ganid and permitted the frightened boy to escape, 
              the young man, as soon as he got his breath, excitedly exclaimed: 
              "I cannot understand you, Teacher. If mercy requires that you 
              rescue the smaller lad, does not justice demand the punishment of 
              the larger and offending youth?" In answering, Jesus said: 
              
                
              133:1.2 "Ganid, it is true, you do not 
              understand. Mercy ministry is always the work of the individual, 
              but justice punishment is the function of the social, 
              governmental, or universe administrative groups. As an individual 
              I am beholden to show mercy; I must go to the rescue of the 
              assaulted lad, and in all consistency I may employ sufficient 
              force to restrain the aggressor. And that is just what I did. I 
              achieved the deliverance of the assaulted lad; that was the end of 
              mercy ministry. Then I forcibly detained the aggressor a 
              sufficient length of time to enable the weaker party to the 
              dispute to make his escape, after which I withdrew from the 
              affair. I did not proceed to sit in judgment on the aggressor, 
              thus to pass upon his motive -- to adjudicate all that entered 
              into his attack upon his fellow -- and then undertake to execute 
              the punishment which my mind might dictate as just recompense for 
              his wrongdoing. Ganid, mercy may be lavish, but justice is 
              precise. Cannot you discern that no two persons are likely to 
              agree as to the punishment which would satisfy the demands of 
              justice? One would impose forty lashes, another twenty, while 
              still another would advise solitary confinement as a just 
              punishment. Can you not see that on this world such 
              responsibilities had better rest upon the group or be administered 
              by chosen representatives of the group? In the universe, judgment 
              is vested in those who fully know the antecedents of all 
              wrongdoing as well as its motivation. In civilized society and in 
              an organized universe the administration of justice presupposes 
              the passing of just sentence consequent upon fair judgment, and 
              such prerogatives are vested in the juridical groups of the worlds 
              and in the all-knowing administrators of the higher universes of 
              all creation."
                
              133:1.3 For days they talked about this problem 
              of manifesting mercy and administering justice. And Ganid, at 
              least to some extent, understood why Jesus would not engage in 
              personal combat. But Ganid asked one last question, to which he 
              never received a fully satisfactory answer; and that question was: 
              "But, Teacher, if a stronger and ill-tempered creature should 
              attack you and threaten to destroy you, what would you do? Would 
              you make no effort to defend yourself?" Although Jesus could not 
              fully and satisfactorily answer the lad's question, inasmuch as he 
              was not willing to disclose to him that he (Jesus) was living on 
              earth as the exemplification of the Paradise Father's love to an 
              onlooking universe, he did say this much: 
                
              133:1.4 "Ganid, I can well understand how some 
              of these problems perplex you, and I will endeavor to answer your 
              question. First, in all attacks which might be made upon my 
              person, I would determine whether or not the aggressor was a son 
              of God -- my brother in the flesh -- and if I thought such a 
              creature did not possess moral judgment and spiritual reason, I 
              would unhesitatingly defend myself to the full capacity of my 
              powers of resistance, regardless of consequences to the attacker. 
              But I would not thus assault a fellow man of sonship status, even 
              in self-defense. That is, I would not punish him in advance and 
              without judgment for his assault upon me. I would by every 
              possible artifice seek to prevent and dissuade him from making 
              such an attack and to mitigate it in case of my failure to abort 
              it. Ganid, I have absolute confidence in my heavenly Father's 
              overcare; I am consecrated to doing the will of my Father in 
              heaven. I do not believe that real harm can befall me; I do 
              not believe that my lifework can really be jeopardized by anything 
              my enemies might wish to visit upon me, and surely we have no 
              violence to fear from our friends. I am absolutely assured that 
              the entire universe is friendly to me -- this all-powerful truth I 
              insist on believing with a wholehearted trust in spite of all 
              appearances to the contrary."
                
              133:1.5 But Ganid was not fully satisfied. Many 
              times they talked over these matters, and Jesus told him some of 
              his boyhood experiences and also about Jacob the stone mason's 
              son. On learning how Jacob appointed himself to defend Jesus, 
              Ganid said: "Oh, I begin to see! In the first place very seldom 
              would any normal human being want to attack such a kindly person 
              as you, and even if any one should be so unthinking as to do such 
              a thing, there is pretty sure to be near at hand some other mortal 
              who will fly to your assistance, even as you always go to the 
              rescue of any person you observe to be in distress. In my heart, 
              Teacher, I agree with you, but in my head I still think that if I 
              had been Jacob, I would have enjoyed punishing those rude fellows 
              who presumed to attack you just because they thought you would not 
              defend yourself. I presume you are fairly safe in your journey 
              through life since you spend much of your time helping others and 
              ministering to your fellows in distress -- well, most likely 
              there'll always be someone on hand to defend you." And Jesus 
              replied: "That test has not yet come, Ganid, and when it does, we 
              will have to abide by the Father's will." And that was about all 
              the lad could get his teacher to say on this difficult subject of 
              self-defense and nonresistance. On another occasion he did draw 
              from Jesus the opinion that organized society had every right to 
              employ force in the execution of its just mandates. 
                  
              
              2. EMBARKING AT TARENTUM 
              
               
                
              133:2.1 While tarrying at the ship landing, 
              waiting for the boat to unload cargo, the travelers observed a man 
              mistreating his wife. As was his custom, Jesus intervened in 
              behalf of the person subjected to attack. He stepped up behind the 
              irate husband and, tapping him gently on the shoulder, said: "My 
              friend, may I speak with you in private for a moment?" The angry 
              man was nonplused by such an approach and, after a moment of 
              embarrassing hesitation, stammered out -- "er -- why -- yes, what 
              do you want with me?" When Jesus had led him to one side, he said: 
              "My friend, I perceive that something terrible must have happened 
              to you; I very much desire that you tell me what could happen to 
              such a strong man to lead him to attack his wife, the mother of 
              his children, and that right out here before all eyes. I am sure 
              you must feel that you have some good reason for this assault. 
              What did the woman do to deserve such treatment from her husband? 
              As I look upon you, I think I discern in your face the love of 
              justice if not the desire to show mercy. I venture to say that, if 
              you found me out by the wayside, attacked by robbers, you would 
              unhesitatingly rush to my rescue. I dare say you have done many 
              such brave things in the course of your life. Now, my friend, tell 
              me what is the matter? Did the woman do something wrong, or did 
              you foolishly lose your head and thoughtlessly assault her?" It 
              was not so much what he said that touched this man's heart as the 
              kindly look and the sympathetic smile which Jesus bestowed upon 
              him at the conclusion of his remarks. Said the man: "I perceive 
              you are a priest of the Cynics, and I am thankful you restrained 
              me. My wife has done no great wrong; she is a good woman, but she 
              irritates me by the manner in which she picks on me in public, and 
              I lose my temper. I am sorry for my lack of self-control, and I 
              promise to try to live up to my former pledge to one of your 
              brothers who taught me the better way many years ago. I promise 
              you."
                
              133:2.2 And then, in bidding him farewell, Jesus 
              said: "My brother, always remember that man has no rightful 
              authority over woman unless the woman has willingly and 
              voluntarily given him such authority. Your wife has engaged to go 
              through life with you, to help you fight its battles, and to 
              assume the far greater share of the burden of bearing and rearing 
              your children; and in return for this special service it is only 
              fair that she receive from you that special protection which man 
              can give to woman as the partner who must carry, bear, and nurture 
              the children. The loving care and consideration which a man is 
              willing to bestow upon his wife and their children are the measure 
              of that man's attainment of the higher levels of creative and 
              spiritual self-consciousness. Do you not know that men and women 
              are partners with God in that they co-operate to create beings who 
              grow up to possess themselves of the potential of immortal souls? 
              The Father in heaven treats the Spirit Mother of the children of 
              the universe as one equal to himself. It is Godlike to share your 
              life and all that relates thereto on equal terms with the mother 
              partner who so fully shares with you that divine experience of 
              reproducing yourselves in the lives of your children. If you can 
              only love your children as God loves you, you will love and 
              cherish your wife as the Father in heaven honors and exalts the 
              Infinite Spirit, the mother of all the spirit children of a vast 
              universe."
                
              133:2.3 As they went on board the boat, they 
              looked back upon the scene of the teary-eyed couple standing in 
              silent embrace. Having heard the latter half of Jesus' message to 
              the man, Gonod was all day occupied with meditations thereon, and 
              he resolved to reorganize his home when he returned to India.
                
              133:2.4 The journey to Nicopolis was pleasant 
              but slow as the wind was not favorable. The three spent many hours 
              recounting their experiences in Rome and reminiscing about all 
              that had happened to them since they first met in Jerusalem. Ganid 
              was becoming imbued with the spirit of personal ministry. He began 
              work on the steward of the ship, but on the second day, when he 
              got into deep religious water, he called on Joshua to help him 
              out.
                
              133:2.5 They spent several days at Nicopolis, 
              the city which Augustus had founded some fifty years before as the 
              "city of victory" in commemoration of the battle of Actium, this 
              site being the land whereon he camped with his army before the 
              battle. They lodged in the home of one Jeramy, a Greek proselyte 
              of the Jewish faith, whom they had met on shipboard. The Apostle 
              Paul spent all winter with the son of Jeramy in the same house in 
              the course of his third missionary journey. From Nicopolis they 
              sailed on the same boat for Corinth, the capital of the Roman 
              province of Achaia. 
                  
              
              3. AT CORINTH 
              
               
                
              133:3.1 By the time they reached Corinth, Ganid 
              was becoming very much interested in the Jewish religion, and so 
              it was not strange that, one day as they passed the synagogue and 
              saw the people going in, he requested Jesus to take him to the 
              service. That day they heard a learned rabbi discourse on the 
              "Destiny of Israel," and after the service they met one Crispus, 
              the chief ruler of this synagogue. Many times they went back to 
              the synagogue services, but chiefly to meet Crispus. Ganid grew to 
              be very fond of Crispus, his wife, and their family of five 
              children. He much enjoyed observing how a Jew conducted his family 
              life.
                
              133:3.2 While Ganid studied family life, Jesus 
              was teaching Crispus the better ways of religious living. Jesus 
              held more than twenty sessions with this forward-looking Jew; and 
              it is not surprising, years afterward, when Paul was preaching in 
              this very synagogue, and when the Jews had rejected his message 
              and had voted to forbid his further preaching in the synagogue, 
              and when he then went to the gentiles, that Crispus with his 
              entire family embraced the new religion, and that he became one of 
              the chief supports of the Christian church which Paul subsequently 
              organized at Corinth.
                
              133:3.3 During the eighteen months Paul preached 
              in Corinth, being later joined by Silas and Timothy, he met many 
              others who had been taught by the "Jewish tutor of the son of an 
              Indian merchant."
                
              133:3.4 At Corinth they met people of every race 
              hailing from three continents. Next to Alexandria and Rome, it was 
              the most cosmopolitan city of the Mediterranean empire. There was 
              much to attract one's attention in this city, and Ganid never grew 
              weary of visiting the citadel which stood almost two thousand feet 
              above the sea. He also spent a great deal of his spare time about 
              the synagogue and in the home of Crispus. He was at first shocked, 
              and later on charmed, by the status of woman in the Jewish home; 
              it was a revelation to this young Indian.
                
              133:3.5 Jesus and Ganid were often guests in 
              another Jewish home, that of Justus, a devout merchant, who lived 
              alongside the synagogue. And many times, subsequently, when the 
              Apostle Paul sojourned in this home, did he listen to the 
              recounting of these visits with the Indian lad and his Jewish 
              tutor, while both Paul and Justus wondered whatever became of such 
              a wise and brilliant Hebrew teacher.
                
              133:3.6 When in Rome, Ganid observed that Jesus 
              refused to accompany them to the public baths. Several times 
              afterward the young man sought to induce Jesus further to express 
              himself in regard to the relations of the sexes. Though he would 
              answer the lad's questions, he never seemed disposed to discuss 
              these subjects at great length. One evening as they strolled about 
              Corinth out near where the wall of the citadel ran down to the 
              sea, they were accosted by two public women. Ganid had imbibed the 
              idea, and rightly, that Jesus was a man of high ideals, and that 
              he abhorred everything which partook of uncleanness or savored of 
              evil; accordingly he spoke sharply to these women and rudely 
              motioned them away. When Jesus saw this, he said to Ganid: "You 
              mean well, but you should not presume thus to speak to the 
              children of God, even though they chance to be his erring 
              children. Who are we that we should sit in judgment on these 
              women? Do you happen to know all of the circumstances which led 
              them to resort to such methods of obtaining a livelihood? Stop 
              here with me while we talk about these matters." The courtesans 
              were astonished at what he said even more than was Ganid.
                
              133:3.7 As they stood there in the moonlight, 
              Jesus went on to say: "There lives within every human mind a 
              divine spirit, the gift of the Father in heaven. This good spirit 
              ever strives to lead us to God, to help us to find God and to know 
              God; but also within mortals there are many natural physical 
              tendencies which the Creator put there to serve the well-being of 
              the individual and the race. Now, oftentimes, men and women become 
              confused in their efforts to understand themselves and to grapple 
              with the manifold difficulties of making a living in a world so 
              largely dominated by selfishness and sin. I perceive, Ganid, that 
              neither of these women is willfully wicked. I can tell by their 
              faces that they have experienced much sorrow; they have suffered 
              much at the hands of an apparently cruel fate; they have not 
              intentionally chosen this sort of life; they have, in 
              discouragement bordering on despair, surrendered to the pressure 
              of the hour and accepted this distasteful means of obtaining a 
              livelihood as the best way out of a situation that to them 
              appeared hopeless. Ganid, some people are really wicked at heart; 
              they deliberately choose to do mean things, but, tell me, as you 
              look into these now tear-stained faces, do you see anything bad or 
              wicked?" And as Jesus paused for his reply, Ganid's voice choked 
              up as he stammered out his answer: "No, Teacher, I do not. And I 
              apologize for my rudeness to them -- I crave their forgiveness." 
              Then said Jesus: "And I bespeak for them that they have forgiven 
              you as I speak for my Father in heaven that he has forgiven them. 
              Now all of you come with me to a friend's house where we will seek 
              refreshment and plan for the new and better life ahead." Up to 
              this time the amazed women had not uttered a word; they looked at 
              each other and silently followed as the men led the way.
                
              133:3.8 Imagine the surprise of Justus' wife 
              when, at this late hour, Jesus appeared with Ganid and these two 
              strangers, saying: "You will forgive us for coming at this hour, 
              but Ganid and I desire a bite to eat, and we would share it with 
              these our new-found friends, who are also in need of nourishment; 
              and besides all this, we come to you with the thought that you 
              will be interested in counseling with us as to the best way to 
              help these women get a new start in life. They can tell you their 
              story, but I surmise they have had much trouble, and their very 
              presence here in your house testifies how earnestly they crave to 
              know good people, and how willingly they will embrace the 
              opportunity to show all the world -- and even the angels of heaven 
              -- what brave and noble women they can become."
                
              133:3.9 When Martha, Justus' wife, had spread 
              the food on the table, Jesus, taking unexpected leave of them, 
              said: "As it is getting late, and since the young man's father 
              will be awaiting us, we pray to be excused while we leave you here 
              together -- three women -- the beloved children of the Most High. 
              And I will pray for your spiritual guidance while you make plans 
              for a new and better life on earth and eternal life in the great 
              beyond."
                
              133:3.10 Thus did Jesus and Ganid take leave of 
              the women. So far the two courtesans had said nothing; likewise 
              was Ganid speechless. And for a few moments so was Martha, but 
              presently she rose to the occasion and did everything for these 
              strangers that Jesus had hoped for. The elder of these two women 
              died a short time thereafter, with bright hopes of eternal 
              survival, and the younger woman worked at Justus' place of 
              business and later became a lifelong member of the first Christian 
              church in Corinth.
                
              133:3.11 Several times in the home of Crispus, 
              Jesus and Ganid met one Gaius, who subsequently became a loyal 
              supporter of Paul. During these two months in Corinth they held 
              intimate conversations with scores of worth-while individuals, and 
              as a result of all these apparently casual contacts more than half 
              of the individuals so affected became members of the subsequent 
              Christian community.
                
              133:3.12 When Paul first went to Corinth, he had 
              not intended to make a prolonged visit. But he did not know how 
              well the Jewish tutor had prepared the way for his labors. And 
              further, he discovered that great interest had already been 
              aroused by Aquila and Priscilla, Aquila being one of the Cynics 
              with whom Jesus had come in contact when in Rome. This couple were 
              Jewish refugees from Rome, and they quickly embraced Paul's 
              teachings. He lived with them and worked with them, for they were 
              also tentmakers. It was because of these circumstances that Paul 
              prolonged his stay in Corinth.  
                 
              
              4. PERSONAL WORK IN CORINTH 
              
               
                
              133:4.1 Jesus and Ganid had many more 
              interesting experiences in Corinth. They had close converse with a 
              great number of persons who greatly profited by the instruction 
              received from Jesus.  
                
              133:4.2 The miller he taught about grinding up 
              the grains of truth in the mill of living experience so as to 
              render the difficult things of divine life readily receivable by 
              even the weak and feeble among one's fellow mortals. Said Jesus: 
              "Give the milk of truth to those who are babes in spiritual 
              perception. In your living and loving ministry serve spiritual 
              food in attractive form and suited to the capacity of receptivity 
              of each of your inquirers."  
                
              133:4.3 To the Roman centurion he said: "Render 
              unto Caesar the things which are Caesar's and unto God the things 
              which are God's. The sincere service of God and the loyal service 
              of Caesar do not conflict unless Caesar should presume to arrogate 
              to himself that homage which alone can be claimed by Deity. 
              Loyalty to God, if you should come to know him, would render you 
              all the more loyal and faithful in your devotion to a worthy 
              emperor."  
                
              133:4.4 To the earnest leader of the Mithraic 
              cult he said: "You do well to seek for a religion of eternal 
              salvation, but you err to go in quest of such a glorious truth 
              among man-made mysteries and human philosophies. Know you not that 
              the mystery of eternal salvation dwells within your own soul? Do 
              you not know that the God of heaven has sent his spirit to live 
              within you, and that this spirit will lead all truth-loving and 
              God-serving mortals out of this life and through the portals of 
              death up to the eternal heights of light where God waits to 
              receive his children? And never forget: You who know God are the 
              sons of God if you truly yearn to be like him." 
                 
              133:4.5 To the Epicurean teacher he said: "You 
              do well to choose the best and esteem the good, but are you wise 
              when you fail to discern the greater things of mortal life which 
              are embodied in the spirit realms derived from the realization of 
              the presence of God in the human heart? The great thing in all 
              human experience is the realization of knowing the God whose 
              spirit lives within you and seeks to lead you forth on that long 
              and almost endless journey of attaining the personal presence of 
              our common Father, the God of all creation, the Lord of 
              universes."  
                
              133:4.6 To the Greek contractor and builder he 
              said: "My friend, as you build the material structures of men, 
              grow a spiritual character in the similitude of the divine spirit 
              within your soul. Do not let your achievement as a temporal 
              builder outrun your attainment as a spiritual son of the kingdom 
              of heaven. While you build the mansions of time for another, 
              neglect not to secure your title to the mansions of eternity for 
              yourself. Ever remember, there is a city whose foundations are 
              righteousness and truth, and whose builder and maker is God."  
                
              133:4.7 To the Roman judge he said: "As you 
              judge men, remember that you yourself will also some day come to 
              judgment before the bar of the Rulers of a universe. Judge justly, 
              even mercifully, even as you shall some day thus crave merciful 
              consideration at the hands of the Supreme Arbiter. Judge as you 
              would be judged under similar circumstances, thus being guided by 
              the spirit of the law as well as by its letter. And even as you 
              accord justice dominated by fairness in the light of the need of 
              those who are brought before you, so shall you have the right to 
              expect justice tempered by mercy when you sometime stand before 
              the Judge of all the earth."  
                
              133:4.8 To the mistress of the Greek inn he 
              said: "Minister your hospitality as one who entertains the 
              children of the Most High. Elevate the drudgery of your daily toil 
              to the high levels of a fine art through the increasing 
              realization that you minister to God in the persons whom he 
              indwells by his spirit which has descended to live within the 
              hearts of men, thereby seeking to transform their minds and lead 
              their souls to the knowledge of the Paradise Father of all these 
              bestowed gifts of the divine spirit." 
                 
              133:4.9 Jesus had many visits with a Chinese 
              merchant. In saying good-bye, he admonished him: "Worship only 
              God, who is your true spirit ancestor. Remember that the Father's 
              spirit ever lives within you and always points your soul-direction 
              heavenward. If you follow the unconscious leadings of this 
              immortal spirit, you are certain to continue on in the uplifted 
              way of finding God. And when you do attain the Father in heaven, 
              it will be because by seeking him you have become more and more 
              like him. And so farewell, Chang, but only for a season, for we 
              shall meet again in the worlds of light where the Father of spirit 
              souls has provided many delightful stopping-places for those who 
              are Paradise-bound." 
                 
              133:4.10 To the traveler from Britain he said: 
              "My brother, I perceive you are seeking for truth, and I suggest 
              that the spirit of the Father of all truth may chance to dwell 
              within you. Did you ever sincerely endeavor to talk with the 
              spirit of your own soul? Such a thing is indeed difficult and 
              seldom yields consciousness of success; but every honest attempt 
              of the material mind to communicate with its indwelling spirit 
              meets with certain success, notwithstanding that the majority of 
              all such magnificent human experiences must long remain as 
              superconscious registrations in the souls of such God-knowing 
              mortals." 
                 
              133:4.11 To the runaway lad Jesus said: 
              "Remember, there are two things you cannot run away from -- God 
              and yourself. Wherever you may go, you take with you yourself and 
              the spirit of the heavenly Father which lives within your heart. 
              My son, stop trying to deceive yourself; settle down to the 
              courageous practice of facing the facts of life; lay firm hold on 
              the assurances of sonship with God and the certainty of eternal 
              life, as I have instructed you. From this day on purpose to be a 
              real man, a man determined to face life bravely and 
              intelligently."  
                
              133:4.12 To the condemned criminal he said at 
              the last hour: "My brother, you have fallen on evil times. You 
              lost your way; you became entangled in the meshes of crime. From 
              talking to you, I well know you did not plan to do the thing which 
              is about to cost you your temporal life. But you did do this evil, 
              and your fellows have adjudged you guilty; they have determined 
              that you shall die. You or I may not deny the state this right of 
              self-defense in the manner of its own choosing. There seems to be 
              no way of humanly escaping the penalty of your wrongdoing. Your 
              fellows must judge you by what you did, but there is a Judge to 
              whom you may appeal for forgiveness, and who will judge you by 
              your real motives and better intentions. You need not fear to meet 
              the judgment of God if your repentance is genuine and your faith 
              sincere. The fact that your error carries with it the death 
              penalty imposed by man does not prejudice the chance of your soul 
              to obtain justice and enjoy mercy before the heavenly courts."
              
                 
              133:4.13 Jesus enjoyed many intimate talks with 
              a large number of hungry souls, too many to find a place in this 
              record. The three travelers enjoyed their sojourn in Corinth. 
              Excepting Athens, which was more renowned as an educational 
              center, Corinth was the most important city in Greece during these 
              Roman times, and their two months' stay in this thriving 
              commercial center afforded opportunity for all three of them to 
              gain much valuable experience. Their sojourn in this city was one 
              of the most interesting of all their stops on the way back from 
              Rome.
                
              133:4.14 Gonod had many interests in Corinth, 
              but finally his business was finished, and they prepared to sail 
              for Athens. They traveled on a small boat which could be carried 
              overland on a land track from one of Corinth's harbors to the 
              other, a distance of ten miles.  
                 
              
              5. AT ATHENS -- DISCOURSE ON SCIENCE 
              
              
               
                
              133:5.1 They shortly arrived at the olden center 
              of Greek science and learning, and Ganid was thrilled with the 
              thought of being in Athens, of being in Greece, the cultural 
              center of the onetime Alexandrian empire, which had extended its 
              borders even to his own land of India. There was little business 
              to transact; so Gonod spent most of his time with Jesus and Ganid, 
              visiting the many points of interest and listening to the 
              interesting discussions of the lad and his versatile teacher.
                
              133:5.2 A great university still thrived in 
              Athens, and the trio made frequent visits to its halls of 
              learning. Jesus and Ganid had thoroughly discussed the teachings 
              of Plato when they attended the lectures in the museum at 
              Alexandria. They all enjoyed the art of Greece, examples of which 
              were still to be found here and there about the city.
                
              133:5.3 Both the father and the son greatly 
              enjoyed the discussion on science which Jesus had at their inn one 
              evening with a Greek philosopher. After this pedant had talked for 
              almost three hours, and when he had finished his discourse, Jesus, 
              in terms of modern thought, said: 
                
              133:5.4 Scientists may some day measure the 
              energy, or force manifestations, of gravitation, light, and 
              electricity, but these same scientists can never (scientifically) 
              tell you what these universe phenomena are. Science deals 
              with physical-energy activities; religion deals with eternal 
              values. True philosophy grows out of the wisdom which does its 
              best to correlate these quantitative and qualitative observations. 
              There always exists the danger that the purely physical scientist 
              may become afflicted with mathematical pride and statistical 
              egotism, not to mention spiritual blindness.
                
              133:5.5 Logic is valid in the material world, 
              and mathematics is reliable when limited in its application to 
              physical things; but neither is to be regarded as wholly 
              dependable or infallible when applied to life problems. Life 
              embraces phenomena which are not wholly material. Arithmetic says 
              that, if one man could shear a sheep in ten minutes, ten men could 
              shear it in one minute. That is sound mathematics, but it is not 
              true, for the ten men could not so do it; they would get in one 
              another's way so badly that the work would be greatly delayed.
              
                
              133:5.6 Mathematics asserts that, if one person 
              stands for a certain unit of intellectual and moral value, ten 
              persons would stand for ten times this value. But in dealing with 
              human personality it would be nearer the truth to say that such a 
              personality association is a sum equal to the square of the number 
              of personalities concerned in the equation rather than the simple 
              arithmetical sum. A social group of human beings in co-ordinated 
              working harmony stands for a force far greater than the simple sum 
              of its parts.
                
              133:5.7 Quantity may be identified as a fact, 
              thus becoming a scientific uniformity. Quality, being a matter of 
              mind interpretation, represents an estimate of values, and 
              must, therefore, remain an experience of the individual. When both 
              science and religion become less dogmatic and more tolerant of 
              criticism, philosophy will then begin to achieve unity in 
              the intelligent comprehension of the universe.
                
              133:5.8 There is unity in the cosmic universe if 
              you could only discern its workings in actuality. The real 
              universe is friendly to every child of the eternal God. The real 
              problem is: How can the finite mind of man achieve a logical, 
              true, and corresponding unity of thought? This universe-knowing 
              state of mind can be had only by conceiving that the quantitative 
              fact and the qualitative value have a common causation in the 
              Paradise Father. Such a conception of reality yields a broader 
              insight into the purposeful unity of universe phenomena; it even 
              reveals a spiritual goal of progressive personality achievement. 
              And this is a concept of unity which can sense the unchanging 
              background of a living universe of continually changing impersonal 
              relations and evolving personal relationships.
                
              133:5.9 Matter and spirit and the state 
              intervening between them are three interrelated and 
              interassociated levels of the true unity of the real universe. 
              Regardless of how divergent the universe phenomena of fact and 
              value may appear to be, they are, after all, unified in the 
              Supreme.
                
              133:5.10 Reality of material existence attaches 
              to unrecognized energy as well as to visible matter. When the 
              energies of the universe are so slowed down that they acquire the 
              requisite degree of motion, then, under favorable conditions, 
              these same energies become mass. And forget not, the mind which 
              can alone perceive the presence of apparent realities is itself 
              also real. And the fundamental cause of this universe of 
              energy-mass, mind, and spirit, is eternal -- it exists and 
              consists in the nature and reactions of the Universal Father and 
              his absolute co-ordinates.  
                
              133:5.11 They were all more than astounded at 
              the words of Jesus, and when the Greek took leave of them, he 
              said: "At last my eyes have beheld a Jew who thinks something 
              besides racial superiority and talks something besides religion." 
              And they retired for the night.
                
              133:5.12 The sojourn in Athens was pleasant and 
              profitable, but it was not particularly fruitful in its human 
              contacts. Too many of the Athenians of that day were either 
              intellectually proud of their reputation of another day or 
              mentally stupid and ignorant, being the offspring of the inferior 
              slaves of those earlier periods when there was glory in Greece and 
              wisdom in the minds of its people. Even then, there were still 
              many keen minds to be found among the citizens of Athens.  
                 
              
              6. AT EPHESUS -- DISCOURSE ON THE SOUL 
              
              
               
                
              133:6.1 On leaving Athens, the travelers went by 
              way of Troas to Ephesus, the capital of the Roman province of 
              Asia. They made many trips out to the famous temple of Artemis of 
              the Ephesians, about two miles from the city. Artemis was the most 
              famous goddess of all Asia Minor and a perpetuation of the still 
              earlier mother goddess of ancient Anatolian times. The crude idol 
              exhibited in the enormous temple dedicated to her worship was 
              reputed to have fallen from heaven. Not all of Ganid's early 
              training to respect images as symbols of divinity had been 
              eradicated, and he thought it best to purchase a little silver 
              shrine in honor of this fertility goddess of Asia Minor. That 
              night they talked at great length about the worship of things made 
              with human hands.
                
              133:6.2 On the third day of their stay they 
              walked down by the river to observe the dredging of the harbor's 
              mouth. At noon they talked with a young Phoenician who was 
              homesick and much discouraged; but most of all he was envious of a 
              certain young man who had received promotion over his head. Jesus 
              spoke comforting words to him and quoted the olden Hebrew proverb: 
              "A man's gift makes room for him and brings him before great men."
                
              133:6.3 Of all the large cities they visited on 
              this tour of the Mediterranean, they here accomplished the least 
              of value to the subsequent work of the Christian missionaries. 
              Christianity secured its start in Ephesus largely through the 
              efforts of Paul, who resided here more than two years, making 
              tents for a living and conducting lectures on religion and 
              philosophy each night in the main audience chamber of the school 
              of Tyrannus.
                
              133:6.4 There was a progressive thinker 
              connected with this local school of philosophy, and Jesus had 
              several profitable sessions with him. In the course of these talks 
              Jesus had repeatedly used the word "soul." This learned Greek 
              finally asked him what he meant by "soul," and he replied: 
                
              133:6.5 "The soul is the self-reflective, 
              truth-discerning, and spirit-perceiving part of man which forever 
              elevates the human being above the level of the animal world. 
              Self-consciousness, in and of itself, is not the soul. Moral 
              self-consciousness is true human self-realization and constitutes 
              the foundation of the human soul, and the soul is that part of man 
              which represents the potential survival value of human experience. 
              Moral choice and spiritual attainment, the ability to know God and 
              the urge to be like him, are the characteristics of the soul. The 
              soul of man cannot exist apart from moral thinking and spiritual 
              activity. A stagnant soul is a dying soul. But the soul of man is 
              distinct from the divine spirit which dwells within the mind. The 
              divine spirit arrives simultaneously with the first moral activity 
              of the human mind, and that is the occasion of the birth of the 
              soul.
                
              133:6.6 "The saving or losing of a soul has to 
              do with whether or not the moral consciousness attains survival 
              status through eternal alliance with its associated immortal 
              spirit endowment. Salvation is the spiritualization of the 
              self-realization of the moral consciousness, which thereby becomes 
              possessed of survival value. All forms of soul conflict consist in 
              the lack of harmony between the moral, or spiritual, 
              self-consciousness and the purely intellectual self-consciousness.
                
              133:6.7 "The human soul, when matured, ennobled, 
              and spiritualized, approaches the heavenly status in that it comes 
              near to being an entity intervening between the material and the 
              spiritual, the material self and the divine spirit. The evolving 
              soul of a human being is difficult of description and more 
              difficult of demonstration because it is not discoverable by the 
              methods of either material investigation or spiritual proving. 
              Material science cannot demonstrate the existence of a soul, 
              neither can pure spirit-testing. Notwithstanding the failure of 
              both material science and spiritual standards to discover the 
              existence of the human soul, every morally conscious mortal 
              knows of the existence of his soul as a real and 
              actual personal experience."  
                 
              
              7. THE SOJOURN AT CYPRUS -- DISCOURSE ON MIND
              
              
               
                
              133:7.1 Shortly the travelers set sail for 
              Cyprus, stopping at Rhodes. They enjoyed the long water voyage and 
              arrived at their island destination much rested in body and 
              refreshed in spirit.
                
              133:7.2 It was their plan to enjoy a period of 
              real rest and play on this visit to Cyprus as their tour of the 
              Mediterranean was drawing to a close. They landed at Paphos and at 
              once began the assembly of supplies for their sojourn of several 
              weeks in the near-by mountains. On the third day after their 
              arrival they started for the hills with their well-loaded pack 
              animals.
                
              133:7.3 For two weeks the trio greatly enjoyed 
              themselves, and then, without warning, young Ganid was suddenly 
              taken grievously ill. For two weeks he suffered from a raging 
              fever, oftentimes becoming delirious; both Jesus and Gonod were 
              kept busy attending the sick boy. Jesus skillfully and tenderly 
              cared for the lad, and the father was amazed by both the 
              gentleness and adeptness manifested in all his ministry to the 
              afflicted youth. They were far from human habitations, and the boy 
              was too ill to be moved; so they prepared as best they could to 
              nurse him back to health right there in the mountains.
                
              133:7.4 During Ganid's convalescence of three 
              weeks Jesus told him many interesting things about nature and her 
              various moods. And what fun they had as they wandered over the 
              mountains, the boy asking questions, Jesus answering them, and the 
              father marveling at the whole performance.
                
              133:7.5 The last week of their sojourn in the 
              mountains Jesus and Ganid had a long talk on the functions of the 
              human mind. After several hours of discussion the lad asked this 
              question: "But, Teacher, what do you mean when you say that man 
              experiences a higher form of self-consciousness than do the higher 
              animals?" And as restated in modern phraseology, Jesus answered:
                
              133:7.6 My son, I have already told you much 
              about the mind of man and the divine spirit that lives therein, 
              but now let me emphasize that self-consciousness is a reality. 
              When any animal becomes self-conscious, it becomes a primitive 
              man. Such an attainment results from a co-ordination of function 
              between impersonal energy and spirit-conceiving mind, and it is 
              this phenomenon which warrants the bestowal of an absolute focal 
              point for the human personality, the spirit of the Father in 
              heaven.
                
              133:7.7 Ideas are not simply a record of 
              sensations; ideas are sensations plus the reflective 
              interpretations of the personal self; and the self is more than 
              the sum of one's sensations. There begins to be something of an 
              approach to unity in an evolving selfhood, and that unity is 
              derived from the indwelling presence of a part of absolute unity 
              which spiritually activates such a self-conscious animal-origin 
              mind.
                
              133:7.8 No mere animal could possess a time 
              self-consciousness. Animals possess a physiological co-ordination 
              of associated sensation-recognition and memory thereof, but none 
              experience a meaningful recognition of sensation or exhibit a 
              purposeful association of these combined physical experiences such 
              as is manifested in the conclusions of intelligent and reflective 
              human interpretations. And this fact of self-conscious existence, 
              associated with the reality of his subsequent spiritual 
              experience, constitutes man a potential son of the universe and 
              foreshadows his eventual attainment of the Supreme Unity of the 
              universe.
                
              133:7.9 Neither is the human self merely the sum 
              of the successive states of consciousness. Without the effective 
              functioning of a consciousness sorter and associater there would 
              not exist sufficient unity to warrant the designation of a 
              selfhood. Such an ununified mind could hardly attain conscious 
              levels of human status. If the associations of consciousness were 
              just an accident, the minds of all men would then exhibit the 
              uncontrolled and random associations of certain phases of mental 
              madness.
                
              133:7.10 A human mind, built up solely out of 
              the consciousness of physical sensations, could never attain 
              spiritual levels; this kind of material mind would be utterly 
              lacking in a sense of moral values and would be without a guiding 
              sense of spiritual dominance which is so essential to achieving 
              harmonious personality unity in time, and which is inseparable 
              from personality survival in eternity.
                
              133:7.11 The human mind early begins to manifest 
              qualities which are supermaterial; the truly reflective human 
              intellect is not altogether bound by the limits of time. That 
              individuals so differ in their life performances indicates, not 
              only the varying endowments of heredity and the different 
              influences of the environment, but also the degree of unification 
              with the indwelling spirit of the Father which has been achieved 
              by the self, the measure of the identification of the one with the 
              other.
                
              133:7.12 The human mind does not well stand the 
              conflict of double allegiance. It is a severe strain on the soul 
              to undergo the experience of an effort to serve both good and 
              evil. The supremely happy and efficiently unified mind is the one 
              wholly dedicated to the doing of the will of the Father in heaven. 
              Unresolved conflicts destroy unity and may terminate in mind 
              disruption. But the survival character of a soul is not fostered 
              by attempting to secure peace of mind at any price, by the 
              surrender of noble aspirations, and by the compromise of spiritual 
              ideals; rather is such peace attained by the stalwart assertion of 
              the triumph of that which is true, and this victory is achieved in 
              the overcoming of evil with the potent force of good.  
                
              133:7.13 The next day they departed for Salamis, 
              where they embarked for Antioch on the Syrian coast.
                  
              
              8. AT ANTIOCH 
              
               
                
              133:8.1 Antioch was the capital of the Roman 
              province of Syria, and here the imperial governor had his 
              residence. Antioch had half a million inhabitants; it was the 
              third city of the empire in size and the first in wickedness and 
              flagrant immorality. Gonod had considerable business to transact; 
              so Jesus and Ganid were much by themselves. They visited 
              everything about this polyglot city except the grove of Daphne. 
              Gonod and Ganid visited this notorious shrine of shame, but Jesus 
              declined to accompany them. Such scenes were not so shocking to 
              Indians, but they were repellent to an idealistic Hebrew.
                
              133:8.2 Jesus became sober and reflective as he 
              drew nearer Palestine and the end of their journey. He visited 
              with few people in Antioch; he seldom went about in the city. 
              After much questioning as to why his teacher manifested so little 
              interest in Antioch, Ganid finally induced Jesus to say: "This 
              city is not far from Palestine; maybe I shall come back here 
              sometime."  
                
              133:8.3 Ganid had a very interesting experience 
              in Antioch. This young man had proved himself an apt pupil and 
              already had begun to make practical use of some of Jesus' 
              teachings. There was a certain Indian connected with his father's 
              business in Antioch who had become so unpleasant and disgruntled 
              that his dismissal had been considered. When Ganid heard this, he 
              betook himself to his father's place of business and held a long 
              conference with his fellow countryman. This man felt he had been 
              put at the wrong job. Ganid told him about the Father in heaven 
              and in many ways expanded his views of religion. But of all that 
              Ganid said, the quotation of a Hebrew proverb did the most good, 
              and that word of wisdom was: "Whatsoever your hand finds to do, do 
              that with all your might."
                
              133:8.4 After preparing their luggage for the 
              camel caravan, they passed on down to Sidon and thence over to 
              Damascus, and after three days they made ready for the long trek 
              across the desert sands.
                  
              
              9. IN MESOPOTAMIA 
              
               
                 
              133:9.1 The caravan trip across the desert was 
              not a new experience for these much-traveled men. After Ganid had 
              watched his teacher help with the loading of their twenty camels 
              and observed him volunteer to drive their own animal, he 
              exclaimed, "Teacher, is there anything that you cannot do?" Jesus 
              only smiled, saying, "The teacher surely is not without honor in 
              the eyes of a diligent pupil." And so they set forth for the 
              ancient city of Ur.
                
              133:9.2 Jesus was much interested in the early 
              history of Ur, the birthplace of Abraham, and he was equally 
              fascinated with the ruins and traditions of Susa, so much so that 
              Gonod and Ganid extended their stay in these parts three weeks in 
              order to afford Jesus more time to conduct his investigations and 
              also to provide the better opportunity to persuade him to go back 
              to India with them.
                
              133:9.3 It was at Ur that Ganid had a long talk 
              with Jesus regarding the difference between knowledge, wisdom, and 
              truth. And he was greatly charmed with the saying of the Hebrew 
              wise man: "Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom. 
              With all your quest for knowledge, get understanding. Exalt wisdom 
              and she will promote you. She will bring you to honor if you will 
              but embrace her." 
                 
              133:9.4 At last the day came for the separation. 
              They were all brave, especially the lad, but it was a trying 
              ordeal. They were tearful of eye but courageous of heart. In 
              bidding his teacher farewell, Ganid said: "Farewell, Teacher, but 
              not forever. When I come again to Damascus, I will look for you. I 
              love you, for I think the Father in heaven must be something like 
              you; at least I know you are much like what you have told me about 
              him. I will remember your teaching, but most of all, I will never 
              forget you." Said the father, "Farewell to a great teacher, one 
              who has made us better and helped us to know God." And Jesus 
              replied, "Peace be upon you, and may the blessing of the Father in 
              heaven ever abide with you." And Jesus stood on the shore and 
              watched as the small boat carried them out to their anchored ship. 
              Thus the Master left his friends from India at Charax, never to 
              see them again in this world; nor were they, in this world, ever 
              to know that the man who later appeared as Jesus of Nazareth was 
              this same friend they had just taken leave of -- Joshua their 
              teacher.
                
              133:9.5 In India, Ganid grew up to become an 
              influential man, a worthy successor of his eminent father, and he 
              spread abroad many of the noble truths which he had learned from 
              Jesus, his beloved teacher. Later on in life, when Ganid heard of 
              the strange teacher in Palestine who terminated his career on a 
              cross, though he recognized the similarity between the gospel of 
              this Son of Man and the teachings of his Jewish tutor, it never 
              occurred to him that these two were actually the same person.  
                
              133:9.6 Thus ended that chapter in the life of 
              the Son of Man which might be termed: The mission of Joshua the 
              teacher.